“That’s right! Pick on me!” Momma moaned, taking unfair refuge in
cowardly tears. “But I notice nobody is offering to go to New York with
me.”
Hattie spoke first. “I’d go in a minute if I could leave the children,
but with little Eddie having his tonsils removed to-morrow and Fannie’s
chicken pox just coming out--”
Poppa sighed. “I’ll go, of course, if you want me to.”
Momma saw the reluctance in his assent, and, though she knew that he
had some strong business reason behind it, her cantankerous mood took
umbrage at it. “What’d I tell you? Well, I will go. I’ll go all by
myself, to some lonely old hotel, and if I never come back nobody will
know the difference.”
“Of course you shan’t go by yourself, honey,” Poppa protested. “I
was only thinkin’ that if I could go home for a while I could set my
business to rights and prob’ly close up a big deal I had on when I got
Hattie’s wire. If I was to put that through, it would net me a couple
o’ thousand, and that would go a long ways toward paying for your
operation, most likely; and then I could come on and be with you whilst
you was convalescing; and then, if anything was to happen to me, the
business would be all right and I’d leave you and the children fixed.”
This was the simple, humble statement of his mind in the matter; that
solemn devotion to his work that makes a priestcraft and an art of
business. Like all successful creators, he consecrated himself to his
work and sacrificed himself to its completion. No poet or sculptor
could have a holier or purer ambition for perfection and a flawless
conclusion, and there was no more thought of selfishness or greed.
Momma understood and loved him, but the disease in her soul took
offense at everything; and, though she realized the unselfishness of
his motive, she took a perverse delight in distorting it.
Then ensued one of those duels in which each took the wrong side with a
kind of devoted insincerity. Poppa frantically declared that he would
go and nothing should stop him, and she as frantically declared that if
he went she wouldn’t.
Momma insisted that she hadn’t a friend on earth or in New York, and
she would rather go back and die in her own bed than die alone in New
York.
This reminded her distraught husband that she did have a friend in New
York, her old playmate, Ella Jemison, who had married Sam Killip and
gone to New York and fortune.
“Oh, yes, I’m likely to ask rich folks like her to take me in!” Momma
sobbed. “She wouldn’t look at me. She’s forgotten she ever knew me,
though we are kind of second cousins by marriage.”
“Well, her husband hasn’t forgot he ever knew me,” Poppa snapped.
“Didn’t I have a letter from him only the other day, and didn’t he say
his wife asked to be kindly remembered to you?”
“Sam Killip wrote to you!” Momma cried. “How’d rich folks like him come
to write to you?”
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