United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
She rarely introduced a topic, and, with more alacrity than the subject
might warrant, he spoke in responsive vein on the increased losses in
battle as arms are improved, presently drifting to the comparison of
statistics of the mortality in hospitals, the relative chances for life
under shell or musketry fire, the destructive efficacy of sabre cuts,
and the military value of cavalry charges. The cavalry fought much now
on foot, he said, using the carbine, but this reduced the efficiency of
the force one-fourth, the necessary discount for horse-holders; he
thought there was great value in the cavalry charge, with the unsheathed
sabre; it was like the rush of a cyclone; only few troops, well
disciplined, could hold their ground before it; thus he pursued the
subject of cognate interest to his profession. And meantime she was
thinking only of these women, mourning their dead and dear, while
she--the hypocrite--wore the garb of the bereaved to emphasize her
merciful and gracious release. She wondered how she had ever endured it,
she who hated deceit, a fanciful pose, and the empty conventions, she
who did not mourn save for her lost exaltations, her wasted affection,
the hopeless aspirations--all the dear, sweet illusions of life! Perhaps
she had owed some compliance with the customs of mere widowhood, the
outward respect to the status. Well, then, she had paid it; farther than
this she would not go.
The next morning as Captain Baynell took his seat at the breakfast-table
she was coming in through the glass door from the parterre at one side
of the dining room, arrayed in a mazarine blue mousseline-de-laine
flecked with pink, a trifle old-fashioned in make, with a bunch of pink
hyacinths in her hand, their delicate cold fragrance filling all the
room.
Even a man less desirous of being deceived than Baynell might well have
deduced a personal application. He was sufficiently conversant with the
conventions of feminine attire to be aware that this change was
something of the most sudden. His finical delicacy was pained to a
certain extent that the casting off her widow's weeds could be
interpreted as a challenge to a fresh romance. But he argued that if
this were for his encouragement, surely he should not cavil at her
candor, for it would require a bolder man than he to offer his heart and
hand under the shadow of that swaying crape veil. Nevertheless when his
added confidence showed in his elated eyes, his assured manner, she
stared at him for a moment with a surprise so obvious that it chilled
the hope ardently aglow in his consciousness. The next instant realizing
that all the eyes at the table were fixed on her blooming attire, noting
the change, she flushed in confusion and vexation. She had not counted
on being an object of attention and speculation.
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