The Story of a Siberian Exile; Followed by a Narrative of Recent Events in PolandPiotrowski, Rufin
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The Story of a Siberian Exile; Followed by a Narrative of Recent Events in Poland
Piotrowski, Rufin
Exiles -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia; Polish question; Prisons -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia
One of my fellow-countrymen, Wysoçki, was head clerk in the
counting-house of the distillery; but my great ally there was the young
Russian, Stépan Bazanov, manager of the factory for the lessees, whose
relative he was. He was a lad of twenty or upwards, brave and upright,
whose only weakness was the most naïve adoration for the Emperor
Nicholas. He never would or could admit that Nicholas did wrong; all
the wrong, according to him, was owing to the Boyards, and he declared
that, were it not for the intervention of the nobility, the Tzar would
make his people the happiest in the world; and I am bound to say that,
as far as my experience has gone, this opinion is a pretty general one
in Russia, among the people, though not among the ‘staroviertsi.’ What
most disposed me to like Bazanov was that he confided his love griefs
to me. The poor boy, who was lamentably uneducated in every way, had
fallen violently in love with a cousin of his own; but the Orlovs put
difficulties in the way of the union which he so much desired. Fancy
hearing a lover’s confidences in an accursed place like this where
convicts worked! though to be sure the man who made them to me knew
that he was free, and that he did not awake every morning to fear the
stick and the rods!
I must say that the thought of being exposed at any moment, for any
trivial cause, and at the beck of any official, to treatment as
shameful as it is terrible, created in me a gloomy and fierce temper,
and that, in spite of the relative and very appreciable improvement in
my case, I was kept in a state of continual tension. I could not forget
the subject, there was no way of doing so; the punishments daily
inflicted on some one or other of the convicts, all my own equals in
the social hierarchy of the place, sent up a cry of _cras tibi_, enough
to drive anyone mad with despair. Moreover, the familiarities to which
the superiors often admit their deported labourers have a dangerous
side. There is no real trust to be placed in the caprices of a man
invested with arbitrary powers. His favours are likely to be capricious
also, for these men are generally of low minds and manners; and it
amuses them to make a sport of their fellow-creatures, raising them
one day only in order to humiliate them more deeply hereafter. This is
a snare into which many Poles, who like myself have been carried to
Siberia, are apt to fall; into which indeed they have fallen. Their
education, their manners, the noble nature of their misfortunes, all
attract to them a certain consideration, and sometimes even win for
them the good graces of their masters. Thus they rise above the level
of the common herd of the lost, and they beguile themselves with the
illusion that in this way they are reintegrated into society. But
the moment of awakening from this dream soon comes, and the deported
man, rudely reminded of his real state, may be called happy if he is
reminded of it only by word of mouth! Some years before my arrival at
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