“And you don’t know by whom?”
“So Maizie tells me.”
“Has she made no attempt to find out?”
“When the first payment was made she came to me for advice.”
“Well?” asked Mr. Walton eagerly.
“She got it,” declared Mr. Blodgett.
“What did she do?” persisted Mr. Walton.
Mr. Blodgett was silent for a moment, and then responded, “The exact
opposite of what I advised. Do you know, Walton, you and I remind me of
the warm-hearted elephant who tried to hatch the ostrich eggs by
sitting on them.”
“In what respect?”
“We decided that we must break up Maizie’s love of the Maitlands for
her own good.”
“Well?”
“Well, we made the whole thing so mean to her that finally we did break
something. Then, manlike, we were satisfied. What was it we broke?”
“Nonsense!” growled Mr. Walton, sipping his wine.
Mr. Blodgett laughed slightly. “That’s rather a good name for it,” he
assented; “but the trouble is, Walton, that nonsense is a very big part
of every woman’s life. You’ll never get me to fool with it again.”
I often ponder over those three brief remarks of yours, and of what you
said to me last autumn, in our ride and in the upper hall of My Fancy,
trying to learn, if possible, what your feeling is towards us. Can you,
despite all that has intervened, still feel any tenderness and love for
my father and me? Perhaps it was best that you were silent; if you had
spoken of him with contempt, I think—I know you would not, my darling,
for you loved him once, and that, to you, would be reason enough to be
merciful to the dead, however sinning.
Dear love, good-night.
XV
_March 6._ You once said to me that you could conceive of no
circumstances that would justify dishonesty; for, no matter what the
seeming benefits might be, the indirect consequences and the effect on
the misdoer’s character more than neutralized them. The wrong I have
done has only proved your view, and I have come to scorn myself for the
dishonorable part I have played. Yet I think that you would pity more
than blame me, if you could but know my sacrifices. I drifted into the
fraud unconsciously, and cannot now decide at what point the actual
stifling of my conscience began. I suppose the first misstep was when I
entered Mr. Whitely’s employment; yet though I knew it to be
unscrupulous in him to impose my editorials as his own, it still seemed
to me no distinct transgression in me to write them for him. With that
first act those that followed became possible, and each involved so
slight an increase in the moral lapse, and my debt to you was so potent
an excuse to blind me, that at the time I truly thought I was doing
right. I wonder what you would have done had you been in my position?
Mr. Blodgett’s shrewdness in stipulating what work I was to do for Mr.
Whitely quickly proved itself. One of the magazines asked my employer
to contribute an article on The Future of Journalism. Handing me the
letter, he said, “Dr. Hartzmann, kindly write a couple of thousand
words on that subject.”
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