“Mrs. Graham has rejected it?” I asked, and he nodded.
“Give me the file about it, please,” I requested; and after a moment’s
search he handed me the envelope, and I glanced over its meagre
contents: a brief formal note from you, submitting it, and the short
opinion of the woman reader. “Traces of amateurishness, but a work of
considerable power and feeling, marred by an inconclusive ending,” was
the epitome of her opinion, coupled with the recommendation not to
accept.
“Register it on my list, and I’ll take it and look it over,” I said,
and went to my little editorial cuddy, feeling actually rich in the
possession of the manuscript. Indeed, it was all I could do to go
through my morning quota of proof-reading and “making up” dummy forms
for the magazine’s next issue, I was so eager for your book.
A single reading told me you had put the problem of your life into the
story. It is true the heroine was different enough in many respects to
make analogy hardly perceptible, though she too was a tender, noble
woman. She had never felt the slightest responsive warmth for any of
her lovers, but she was cramped by the social conventions regarding
unmarried women, and questioned whether her life would not be more
potent if she married, even without love. One of her lovers was a man
of force, brains, wealth, and ambition, outwardly an admirable match,
respected by the world, and, most of all, able to draw about him the
men of genius and intellect she wished to know, but whom her society
lot debarred her from meeting. Yet your heroine was conscious of
faults: she felt in him a touch of the soil that repels every woman
instinctively; at times his nature seemed hard and unsympathetic, and
his scientific work, for which he was famous, had narrowed his strong
mind to think only of facts and practicalities, to the exclusion of
everything ideal or beautiful. In the end, however, his persistent
wooing convinced her of the strength of his feeling; and though she was
conscious that she could never love him as she wished to love, the tale
ended by her marrying him. Am I to blame for reading in this the story
of Mr. Whitely’s courtship of you? I only marveled at how much of his
true character you had detected under his veneer.
To me the story was sweet and noble. I loved your heroine from
beginning to end. She was so strong even in her weaknesses; for you
made her no unsubstantial ideal. I understood her craving something
more than her allotted round of social amusements, and her desire for
intercourse and friendship with finer and more purposeful people than
she daily met. I even understood her willingness to accept love, when
not herself feeling it; for my own life was so hungry-hearted that I
had come to yearn for the slightest tenderness, no matter who the giver
might be.
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