The Strand Magazine, Vol. 01, No. 04 (April 1891)Various
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The Strand Magazine, Vol. 01, No. 04 (April 1891)
Various
English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
In front of me, by the window, stood a woman whose beauty was so
splendid it did not seem human. It was a perfectly colourless face, of
most exquisite profile, clear and sweet as a cameo. She did not strike
me as of any age. As she seemed now she must always have been, for
any change would not leave her perfect, and it was very plain she was
designed for perfection. There was in her a settled decision of line
that precluded the idea of her ever being otherwise than as she was
now--beauty absolute.
Could ever man that lived be worthy to touch the hand of this ethereal
princess standing tall and dark against the light of the chandelier
in the doorway? Could any mere man be privileged to do her a service,
to save her from fire or battle or the sea? To breathe the air she
sanctified by her presence? To live in the garden through which she
walked? To merit her smile? To die for her?
When poets spoke of goddesses they thought of her.
Then softly, and yet all at once, as my amazed and incredulous eyes
were fixed upon this miracle, the air was stirred in a way I had never
known it stirred before. Something subtler than light came through it
and touched me, and stole into my veins, and made my blood richer and
indescribably precious in my heart. The flames of the candles swayed
in a strange, intelligible, inexplicable sympathy with this new sense
in me. The essences of all perfumes were poured in upon my brain and
made me giddy with a rapture I had never dreamed life could hold. All
at once and by no effort of my own I came into possession of some
property of joy beyond the glory of light and colour, beyond the reach
of perfume. It came from beyond where this miracle of womanhood against
the light stood. It beat by her like wind, and yet it stirred not one
petal of the flowers in her hair. But the influence of it possessed
her face, and she who had been Grecian goddess became an enraptured
spirit. What could it be? Had the gate of Paradise opened, and was some
large and subtle and fine rapture flowing towards me and around me, and
possessing me with rhythmical joy?
[Illustration: "THE POOR BOY HAS FAINTED."]
What could this new thing, this mysterious agony of delight be?
Then, like a flash, I knew.
It was the band!
It was the band, and I was hearing music for the first time in my life!
After that with me all grew dark and blank.
I had fainted.
I was found lying on the grass, and when I came to myself that being
whom I took for more than mortal was kneeling beside me and bending
over me, chafing my hands, and saying:--
"Quick! quick! bring a light and water! The poor boy has fainted."
Others were around me, and some hurried away.
"Poor boy!" I thought. "_Poor_ boy, whom _she_ has touched!"
"What caused it?" she asked me, pushing my hair back from my forehead.
"What a pretty boy he is. Do you know, dear, what caused it?"
"I don't know," I said, as well as I could; "I think it must have been
the band. I never heard music before."
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