The Strand Magazine, Vol. 07, Issue 38, February, 1894: An Illustrated MonthlyVarious
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The Strand Magazine, Vol. 07, Issue 38, February, 1894: An Illustrated Monthly
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All is an
absolute and complete blank. In short, ten years, the most important
ten years of a man's life, have been wiped out of mine. Am I insane?"
"Not in the ordinary sense," I replied; "but there is no doubt that
something has gone wrong with a certain portion of your brain."
Mainwaring sank into a chair while I was speaking; now he sprang up and
walked across the room.
"Merciful heavens!" he exclaimed, turning abruptly and facing me.
"Then it is true. What reason is left to me almost reels before the
astounding fact. It is absolutely true that my youth is over. As far as
I am aware I never spent it. I never used it, but it is gone. I have a
wife whom I do not love. I have children whom I care nothing whatever
about. I have a profession about which I know nothing. I cannot give
legal advice. I cannot accept briefs.
[Illustration: "MAINWARING SANK INTO A CHAIR."]
"My father tells me that I am a married man and a barrister. You
tell me the same. I am bound to believe you both. I do believe you.
All that you say is doubtless true. I am surely in the most horrible
position that man ever found himself in. I am a husband, a father, a
professional man. I do not remember my wife. I should not recognise
my own children; and what is perhaps worst of all, from a practical
point of view, I have completely lost all knowledge of my profession--I
cannot therefore earn a single penny for the support of my family. I
have come here to-day, Dr. Halifax, to ask you if anything can be done
_to give me back my ten years_! Can you do anything for my relief? I am
willing to undergo any risk. I am willing to submit to any suffering
which can give me back the time that has slipped into oblivion."
"I must think carefully over your case," I said. "I need not say that
it is of the deepest interest. I cannot tell you how glad I am that
you have come to me as you have done. If you had chosen to doubt your
father's word, it would have been absolutely impossible for me to have
helped you. As it is----"
"I live by faith, as I said just now," repeated Mainwaring. "What is
your thought with regard to my condition?"
"Your condition is strange indeed," I replied. "I cannot explain it
better than by comparing the brain to the cylinder of a phonograph. The
nerve cells, which can be counted by thousands of millions, represent
the cylinder. When certain sensations are conveyed to these cells they
are imprinted on them like the impressions made by the needle on the
cylinder of the phonograph. Even years afterwards the same series of
events or sounds are thus reproduced. _You have lost your cylinder
for ten years._ What I have to do is to try by some means to give it
back to you again. But before I say anything further, let me ask you
a question or two. You say you feel like a young man of twenty-three
about to enjoy a well-earned holiday. This is equivalent to announcing
the fact that you feel in perfect health."
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