The Streets of Ascalon: Episodes in the Unfinished Career of Richard Quarren, Esqre.Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Streets of Ascalon: Episodes in the Unfinished Career of Richard Quarren, Esqre.
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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By daylight the fatigues of pleasure were faintly visible--that
unmistakable imprint which may perhaps leave the eyes clear and calm,
but which edges the hardened contour of the cheek under them with deeper
violet shadow.
Not that hers was as yet the battered beauty of exhaustion; she had
merely lived every minute to the full all winter long, and had overtaxed
her capacity; and the fire had consumed something of her freshness.
Not yet inured, not yet crystallised to that experienced hardness which
withstands the fierce flame of living too fast in a world where every
minute is demanded and where sleep becomes a forgotten art, the girl was
completely tired out, and while she herself did not realise it, her
features showed it.
But nervous exhaustion alone could not account for the subtle change in
her expression. Eyes and lips were still sweet, even in repose, but
there was now a jaded charm about them--something unspoiled had
disappeared from them--something of that fearlessness which vanishes
after too close and too constant contact with the world of men.
Evidently her mind was quite as weary as her body, though even to
herself she had not admitted fatigue; and a tired mind no longer defends
itself. Hers had not; and the defence had been, day by day,
imperceptibly weakening. So that things to which once she had been able
at will to close her mind, and, mentally deaf, let pass unheard, she had
heard, and had even thought about. And the effort to defend her ears and
mind became less vigorous, less instinctive--partly through sheer
weariness.
The wisdom of woman and of man, and of what is called the world, the
girl was now learning--unconsciously in the beginning and then with a
kind of shamed indifference--but the creation of an artificial interest
in anything is a subtle matter; and the ceaseless repetition of things
unworthy at last awake that ignoble curiosity always latent in man.
Because intelligence was born with it; and unwearied intelligence alone
completely suppresses it.
At first she had kept her head fairly level in the whirlwind of
adulation. To glimpses of laxity she closed her eyes. Sir Charles was
always refreshing to her; but she could see little more of him than of
other men--less than she saw of Langly Sprowl, however that
happened--and it probably happened through the cleverness of Langly
Sprowl.
Again and again she found herself with him separated from the
others--sometimes alone with him on deck--and never quite understood how
it came about so constantly.
As for Sprowl he made love to her from the first; and he was a trim,
carefully groomed and volubly animated young man, full of information,
and with a restless, ceaseless range of intelligence which at first
dazzled with its false brilliancy.
But it was only a kind of flash-light intelligence. It seemed to miss,
occasionally; some cog, some screw somewhere was either absent or badly
adjusted or over-strained.
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