He soon found himself comparing Eugenie with Hilda and the difference in
the atmosphere of their respective presences. Hilda was German, German
to the core in spite of her Semitic blood. Her keen sense of caste, her
haughty manner because of her father’s wealth, her materialistic outlook
upon life, her lack of self-abandon—all the well-defined traits of the
wealthy German, were easily discernible in her. Albert felt all this as
he contemplated his beloved, and yet he was drawn to her. But her
attraction for him was tantalizing, and made him restive, while that of
Eugenie was free from this. Eugenie’s presence filled him with a
pacifying joy, without irritation; it made him conscious of her charm
without combative influences. He vaguely wondered if a man could love
two women at the same time. Why not? One could love two children with
the same devotion at the same time. And then one unexpectedly comes
across an exotic flower—with the perfume and color of the tropics—and
yet loves none the less the rose and the lily. If one loves the rose is
there any reason why he could not at the same time love the lily? As he
prepared to retire a fugitive memory flitted across his brain. Eugenie
had said something about blue eyes. He was conscious of disappointment.
For while his eyes appeared blue they were really greenish. He wondered
if Eugenie was equally fond of greenish eyes.
When he was in bed, lapsing into sleep, Eugenie’s face was before him,
and he remembered her laugh. Hilda never laughed so freely, so
whole-heartedly; there was always restraint in her laughter as there was
restraint felt in everything about her. He thought of warbling of a
canary, the voice flowing joyously into the air. And he also liked the
dancing sunshine in her eyes when she laughed. Every time her upper lip
rose he felt a strong desire to kiss her on the mouth. And that hand of
hers—those long, soft, cool, yet clinging, fingers! His last
semi-conscious thought was of those clinging fingers . . .
XI.
“That was a pretty girl you walked with last evening,” Aaron Hirsch
remarked, and, rolling his large gray eyes, emitted a cackle, “It takes
a poet to know what is what—hey?”
This magpie repeated the same remark to Albert’s “esteemed uncle.” He
only phrased it a little differently.
“Your esteemed nephew is rapidly learning the ways of Hamburg,” Aaron
said to the banker, with a cringing, ingratiating laugh. “If you had
seen him stroll along Beckerstrasse with a brunette on his arm you would
have imagined him a born Hamburger.”
Leopold Zorn grew angry and sent Aaron about his business. A few minutes
later he called him back.
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