Little thinking of the policy of this journal—thinking only of having
some of his verses appear in print—and though concealing his identity
under an ingenious pseudonym, the authorship of these ballads was soon
learned, and Albert found himself more disliked than ever. He was
regarded with contempt by the Jews and with indifference by his
non-Jewish friends. And in order to make him feel the sting of their
hatred the Jews belittled his talents. That _Gassenjunge_ a _poet_! they
sneered. His language was so simple that a child—“even a maid
servant”—could understand it! How, really, could one be a poet who
could be understood by everybody?
Embittered he isolated himself altogether. He was in his room night
after night, reading, writing, thinking. He paid no attention to Dame
Gossip and her wagging tongue. Too many thoughts crowded his brain, too
many conflicting opinions. For he read books on all sorts of
subjects—poetry, philosophy, theology, tales, legends—and he never
read passively. He either praised or condemned. And the books he read
not only imparted to him the knowledge of the authors but, like
narcotics, stimulated the intuitive knowledge within him.
When he casually did meet people he voiced his convictions too freely.
He was still of an age when impressions were easily made and for the
time they seemed indelible. He was impetuous, ardent, argumentative. He
was witty and people liked to listen to him even though they hated him
for his utterances. And when his convictions changed—as the convictions
of liberal minds and those of sincere purpose must change—he gave frank
expression to these changes. People called him fickle and thought him
flippant, failing to realize the struggles of a soul in its efforts to
adjust itself. He was likewise vacillating in his literary attempts.
Before he fully developed one poetic theme another rushed upon him and
he halted the latter for still another.
His presence in the bank had finally become a source of annoyance.
Martin Elfenbein could hardly contain himself. In spite of frequent
warnings Albert came and went whenever he pleased. Yet, no one dared
discharge him.
At last the inevitable happened. He was advised that his services were
no longer needed in the bank. No one was happier than Albert. He was
glad to be rid of this place, no matter what the outcome might be.
But before long Uncle Leopold had established his nephew in a new
business. Albert was conscious of his importance when he beheld the
sign:
ALBERT ZORN
KOMMISSIONGESCHAEFT
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