As most people in sorrow and affliction turn to prayer Albert turned to
love. He could be without friends, he could endure mental anguish, but
he could not bear life without love.
Of late many things had troubled him. His father was making preparations
to leave Gunsdorf and his mother’s letters lacked the usual ring of
cheer. His sister, too, seemed weary of the life in her native town and
frankly hinted that she would welcome a change. He had gradually become
estranged from Uncle Leopold’s house and from the class of people that
visited there and shunned all other associations, save the dilettantes
in the Swiss Pavilions who sat all day drinking beer and talking
grandiloquently of art and literature. But before long he tired of
these, too. He fathomed their depth. He was lonely and craved affection,
and his thoughts turned to Eugenie. He had not seen her for some time,
as her father had moved to a farm about five miles from Hamburg, and her
visits at Frau Rodbertus’ were rare. He now yearned for Eugenie and
reproached himself for his neglect of her in the past. He knew Eugenie
had loved him and wondered if she still loved him.
One summer day he took a stroll on the road between Winterlude and
Ohlsdorf. He was going to find her and yet sauntered along the road as
if he were just walking aimlessly for the sheer pleasure of movement. It
was a warm day and the road was white with dust. A dog barked. Albert
turned around and saw a large dog harnessed to a small cart, barking as
he pulled his load. Alongside the cart, on which stood a large empty
milk can, was a girl, with a kerchief overhead arranged in the shape of
a hood. The girl turned around when the dog began to bark, glanced in
Albert’s direction, and proceeded on her way. The next moment she turned
in his direction again and he saw a pair of large brown eyes under the
hood-like kerchief. His heart fluttered, noisy crickets chattered in a
nearby field. A bird called from a clump of bushes not far off. The
muffled beats of flails came from a barn close to the roadside. The girl
did not turn her head but plodded on alongside the little cart. Soon the
road forked off to the left and the girl turned her head again toward
him.
“Eugenie,” he called.
The dog emitted a loud, hollow bark and the empty can rattled against
the sides of the little cart.
The girl hesitated, paused, and turned around, the dog hurrying ahead of
her toward the farmhouse.
“Eugenie!”
Albert’s voice was jubilant, ringing with surprise, as if the meeting
was wholly accidental.
With a quick movement of her left hand she jerked off the handkerchief,
facing him with dilated eyes in which was a strange light.
She did not extend her hand to him.
“Frau Rodbertus had told me you were on a farm,” he broke the silence,
intimating that it was not chance that had brought him here.
A softer light stole over her face, her protruding lip curled upward,
disclosing her longish white teeth.
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