“You know, Harkness, that’s the hardest thing of all to bear,” he
said, while his thin fingers stroked his bristly chin ruminatingly,
and the drawn lines of his gaunt face enhanced his habitual gravity.
“If there were only some way of getting word to them, it wouldn’t be
so bad. But I might be dead for all they know--and would you believe
it, Harkness, sometimes it seems to me as if I’m actually in my tomb.”
And the Captain averted his gaze, and after staring into vacancy for an
indeterminate period, he continued, speaking more rapidly, and almost
with brusqueness, “Now you see why I’m so anxious to get back! For my
own part, it wouldn’t matter so much, but I can’t help thinking it
must be Hell for those waiting up there!” And he concluded by drawing
vivid pictures of blue-eyed Martha, his wife, and of the auburn-haired
six-year-old Ellen, who was waiting for the father that would never
come back.
To all this I listened earnestly; and when Gavison had finished, I
tried to say whatever I could by way of consolation. And in order
to make his woes seem less by comparison, I exaggerated my own; I
discoursed upon the misfortune of being sundered from my old father and
mother (who, as a matter of fact, had previously been sundered from me
by death), and dilated upon my grief at losing Alma Huntley--although,
to tell the truth, she had been almost driven out of my thoughts by the
proximity of one even fairer than she.
It was from the time of our mutual confessions that my real friendship
with Gavison dated. Not unnaturally, we now lost sight of our former
positions as superior officer and subordinate, and began to act
unrestrainedly toward one another as man to man. And while I was on
terms of fellowship with all the crew and intimate with several, my
attachment to Gavison became the closest of all; and often of an
afternoon, when he had completed the day’s studies, or of an evening
before the great golden orbs had been extinguished, we might have been
seen strolling together along the winding colonnades, or seated on
seaweed cushions in a marble hall, discussing the art or the odd ways
of Atlantis, practicing the Atlantean speech, exchanging reminiscences
of the world we had left, or merely absorbed in one of those long
silences that marked our queer acquaintanceship.
CHAPTER XV
The Pageant of the Good Destruction
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