His words, and still more his tone, staggered Margaret not a little.
The change in his face and manner within the last few minutes had
indeed been most remarkable. At first he had seemed so struck with the
consciousness of guilt, and so hopeless of forgiveness, that he had not
dared to throw himself upon her mercy. Then he had appeared to recover
himself a little; and now he was quite calm and composed as though all
apprehension had passed away from him.
His voice as he said ‘I will read you the letter, Margaret,’ had even
a tender reproach in it, as though he, and not she, were the injured
party.
‘Read it,’ she said; but her tone was no longer stubborn and imperious.
It was plain that this woman’s letter was not a love-letter, or he
would not have consented to read it; and if it was not a love-letter,
what cause had she for anger? And yet, if it was not so, why had he
exhibited such confusion—nay despair?
‘I will read it, since you wish it,’ he went on, ‘though it is a breach
of confidence. It is better to break one’s word than to break one’s
heart.’
The morality of this aphorism was somewhat questionable, but Margaret
nodded assent. She took it, no doubt, in a particular sense. It was
certainly better that she should know the worst than that any proviso
of a designing woman, made for her own wicked convenience, should be
respected.
‘It is well to begin at the beginning,’ continued William Henry. ‘Be so
good as to look at the address of that letter.’
She did so with an indifferent air. She could almost have said that
she had seen it before, for she recognised it at once as one of those
missives of which he had received so many of late.
‘Let me draw your attention to the postmark.’
It was ‘Mallow: Ireland.’
The letter fell from her hand. Self-humiliation mastered for the
moment the happiness of discovering that he had not been false to her
after all. It was certainly not with Mrs. Jordan that he was secretly
corresponding, and probably with no one of her sex. If Margaret had
been an older woman, with a larger experience of the ways of men,
she might have regretted her misplaced indignation as ‘waste;’ it
might have even struck her that the present mistake might weaken her
position if on some future occasion she should have better reason for
her reproaches, but she had no thought except for the injustice she had
done her lover. She stood before him with downcast head, stupefied and
penitent.
‘Oh, Willie, I am so sorry.’
‘So am I, dear; sorry that you should have so little confidence in
me; sorry that you should have thought me capable of carrying on,
under the roof that shelters you, an intrigue with another woman. This
letter—and I have received others like it—is from Reginald Talbot.’
‘But, Willie, what _could_ I think?’ she pleaded humbly, ‘and why
should you write to Mr. Talbot in cypher? And why when I charged you
falsely—with—what—you have mentioned—did you look so—so guilty?’
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