Canada -- Emigration and immigration -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Older couples -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
He came hurriedly to meet her, forgetting himself and his personal
misery in this sudden alarm. “What’s to do, Mattie? What’s wrong?” he
enquired anxiously, as they drew near to each other in the shadows.
She stumbled the last few yards, and clung to his arm. He could feel
her shaking. Even in the dusk he could see the marks of tears upon her
face.
“What’s to do?” he said again.
She made an effort to control herself then, and heard her voice come
out as if from some other person.
“We can’t go,” she said, and her voice broke. “It’s no use! We can’t
go.”
He felt, as it were, a sudden lightening of the atmosphere about them;
as if the sun, already gone some time, had for the moment broken out
afresh.... But he was too tired to feel more; too tired, certainly, to
feel glad. Indeed, he was conscious, rather, of a faint resentment
that the problem which had cost so much to settle should be about to be
reopened.
“Best come into the house, hadn’t you?” he said, evading it for the
moment, and gently urging her back again in the direction from which
she had come. “It’s getting damp out here.”
She nodded her head with a docility which sat strangely upon her,
and, still holding to his arm, allowed him to lead her back. She said
nothing more as they went, only catching at her breath from time to
time with little signals of distress which awoke in him a succession of
answering quivers. The gardens saw them enter the house together, and
disappear into the further gloom of the kitchen.
The sight of the red tablecloth aroused her temporarily, as it had done
before. “Eh, now! You’ve never had your tea,” she sighed, shocked out
of her preoccupation by that great forgetfulness.
“I’ll get a bite of something presently,” Kirkby said, taking off his
hat with the limp gesture of a man whose weariness had long since
passed the stage of desire for food and drink. “It’s you I’m bothered
about. What’s been to do you’ve gone and got yourself in such a state?”
She dropped back into the seat from which she had raised herself in
order to go to him, and sank her head on her hand.
“It’s just that,” she said. “We can’t go.... I’ve seen it coming on
like all day, and now it’s come to bide.”
He eyed her thoughtfully, not daring to take what she said
literally,--scarcely, indeed, wishing at that moment to take it
literally.... “You’re over-tired, that’s what it is,” he said, at last.
“You haven’t hurt yourself, have you, pulling that furniture about?”
“Nay, I’ve taken no harm.”
“Likely you haven’t thought on to get your own tea, neither?” he
enquired.
“Ay, but I have,--and a rare good tea an’ all!” She winced at the
remembrance, recalling the happy half-hour which she and Dolly had
spent before Cousin Jessie had struck her to the heart.... “But we
can’t go.”
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