Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Miss Flowerdew’s setting my only standard as to "Rooms," I had imagined
myself as walking into something of the kind, though possibly more
cheerful. It is hardly necessary to say that in this I was
disappointed. Drifting in and out of houses through most of that
afternoon, I saw women and conditions that almost shattered such faith
as I had left in human nature. The first to answer my ring at a doorbell
was a virago. An enormous creature, bigger if not taller than myself,
and clad in a loose pink-flannel wrapper that added to her bulk, she
challenged me to find a fault with the room I declined after having seen
it. "Better men than you have slept in that bed," she called after me
as I clattered down the stairs, "and any one who says different ’ll
lie." The next was a poor, leering thing who smiled in a way that would
have been horrible if it had not been so sickeningly imbecile. The next
was a slattern, pawing her face and wiping it with her apron while she
showed me the doghole for which I was to pay seven dollars a week.
There were others of whom it is useless to attempt a catalogue further
than to say that they left me appalled. When the lights were being lit
I was still in the streets with my two bags, and the snow falling
faster.
I was about to go back to the Barcelona for the night when something
happened which I tell to you just as it occurred.
That morning I had read in a paper the account given by a young Canadian
officer of his escape from a German prison, of his beating his way to
the Rhine, and of his final swim across the river to Switzerland. But
the point that remained in my memory was his picture of himself as he
lay like a lizard with his nose to the stream and his feet in the
underbrush as the bank rose behind him. Listening to the current, he
could guess how strong it was; putting his hand in the water, he could
feel it cold. For over two hours he lay there in the darkness, resting,
wondering, and thinking of a little cemetery not far from Basel where
lay the bodies of the prisoners who had tried to make this swim.
Then, as the minute approached at which he must give himself to these
difficult waters, he prayed. His account of the act was simple and
straightforward. He asked God to have him in His keeping while he made
this attempt, and to comfort those at home if he failed. With that he
slipped into the stream and struck outward.
Well, standing somewhere in the neighborhood of Eighth Street and Sixth
Avenue I turned this over in my mind, considering its advisability. I
was not what would be called a praying man. As to that, I had not prayed
in years. I had sometimes told myself that I didn’t know what prayer
was, that its appeal seemed to me illogical. Illogical it seemed to me
now, in the sense of imploring God to do what He wouldn’t do of His own
accord.
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