"Oh, yes," said he, "the general conditions seem to me to want mending;
but that, I humbly think, is God's matter, and not mine. The world is
slowly broadening and improving, I believe. In these days, when we
shoot our enemies and then nurse them, we are coming, I believe, to see
even the gigantic absurdity of war; but all that side of it is too big
for me. I am no philosopher! What I believe we ought to do is to be
patient, kind, and courageous in a corner. Now, I will give you an
instance. I had a friend who was a good, hard-working clergyman; a
brave, genial, courageous creature; he had a town parish not far from
here; he liked his work, and he did it well. He was the friend of all
the boys and girls in the parish; he worked a hundred useful, humble
institutions. He was nothing of a preacher, and a poor speaker; but
something generous, honest, happy seemed to radiate from the man. Of
course, they could not let him alone. They offered him a Bishopric.
All his friends said he was bound to take it; the poor fellow wrote to
me, and said that he dared not refuse a sphere of wider influence, and
all that. I wrote and told him my mind--namely, that he was doing a
splendid piece of quiet, sober work, and that he had better stick to
it. But, of course, he didn't. Well, what is the result? He is
worried to death. He has a big house and a big household; he is a
welcome guest in country-houses and vicarages; he opens churches, he
confirms; he makes endless poor speeches, and preaches weak sermons.
His time is all frittered away in directing the elaborate machinery of
a diocese; and all his personal work is gone. I don't say he doesn't
impress people. But his strength lay in his personal work, his work as
a neighbour and a friend. He is not a clever man; he never says a
suggestive thing--he is not a sower of thoughts, but a simple pastor.
Well, I regard it as a huge and lamentable mistake that he should ever
have changed his course; and the motive that made him do it was a bad
one, only disguised as an angel of light. Instead of being the stoker
of the train, he is now a distinguished passenger in a first-class
carriage."
"Well," I said, "I admit that there is a good deal in what you say.
But if such a summons comes to a man, is it not more simple-minded to
follow it dutifully? Is it not, after all, part of the guiding of God?"
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