Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
'That's true; but one man will be more sensitive, more cowardly, if you
will, than another; and then I think no one should stand who does not
believe himself to have a fair chance. His doing so might probably mar
his future prospects. How can I put myself in competition with such men
as Uppinall and Minuses?'
Harry laughed slightly, for he knew it had been asked by many how
such men as Uppinall and Minusex could think of putting themselves in
competition with Alaric Tudor.
'That is something like mock-modesty, is it not, Alaric?'
'No, by heaven, it is not! I know well what those men are made of; and
I know, or think I know, my own abilities. I will own that I rank myself
as a human creature much higher than I rank them. But they have that
which I have not, and that which they have is that which these examiners
will chiefly require.'
'If you have no other reason,' said Norman, 'I would strongly advise you
to send in your name.'
'Well, Harry, I have another reason; and, though last, it is by no means
the least. You will be a candidate, and probably the successful one. To
tell you the truth, I have no inclination to stand against you.'
Norman turned very red, and then answered somewhat gravely: 'I would
advise you to lay aside that objection. I fairly tell you that I
consider your chance better than my own.'
'And suppose it be so, which I am sure it is not--but suppose it be so,
what then?'
'Why, you will do right to take advantage of it.'
'Yes, and so gain a step and lose a friend!' said Alaric. 'No; there can
be no heartburn to me in your being selected, for though I am older than
you, you are my senior in the office. But were I to be put over your
head, it would in the course of nature make a division between us;
and if it were possible that you should forgive it, it would be quite
impossible that Gertrude should do so. I value your friendship and that
of the Woodwards too highly to risk it.'
Norman instantly fired up with true generous energy. 'I should be
wretched,' said he, 'if I thought that such a consideration weighed
with you; I would rather withdraw myself than allow such a feeling to
interfere with your prospects. Indeed, after what you have said, I shall
not send in my own name unless you also send in yours.'
'I shall only be creating fuel for a feud,' said Alaric. 'To put you out
of the question, no promotion could compensate to me for what I should
lose at Hampton.'
'Nonsense, man; you would lose nothing. Faith, I don't know whether it
is not I that should lose, if I were successful at your expense.'
'How would Gertrude receive me?' said Alaric, pushing the matter further
than he perhaps should have done.
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