But she knew the morrow was coming, whether or not, and she cowered
down on his breast. She was wild with fear of the parting and the
subsequent days. They must drink, after tomorrow, separate cups. She
was filled with vague terror of what it would be. The sense of the
oneness and unity of their fates was gone.
Siegmund also was cowed by the threat of separation. He had more
definite knowledge of the next move than had Helena. His heart was
certain of calamity, which would overtake him directly. He shrank away.
Wildly he beat about to find a means of escape from the next day and
its consequences. He did not want to go. Anything rather than go back.
In the midst of their passion of fear the moon rose. Siegmund started
to see the rim appear ruddily beyond the sea. His struggling suddenly
ceased, and he watched, spellbound, the oval horn of fiery gold come
up, resolve itself. Some golden liquor dripped and spilled upon the far
waves, where it shook in ruddy splashes. The gold-red cup rose higher,
looming before him very large, yet still not all discovered. By degrees
the horn of gold detached itself from the darkness at back of the
waves. It was immense and terrible. When would the tip be placed upon
the table of the sea?
It stood at last, whole and calm, before him; then the night took up
this drinking-cup of fiery gold, lifting it with majestic movement
overhead, letting stream forth the wonderful unwasted liquor of gold
over the sea—a libation.
Siegmund looked at the shaking flood of gold and paling gold spread
wider as the night upraised the blanching crystal, poured out farther
and farther the immense libation from the whitening cup, till at last
the moon looked frail and empty.
And there, exhaustless in the night, the white light shook on the floor
of the sea. He wondered how it would be gathered up. “I gather it up
into myself,” he said. And the stars and the cliffs and a few trees
were watching, too. “If I have spilled my life,” he thought, “the
unfamiliar eyes of the land and sky will gather it up again.”
Turning to Helena, he found her face white and shining as the empty
moon.
XVII
Towards morning, Siegmund went to sleep. For four hours, until seven
o’clock, the womb of sleep received him and nourished him again.
“But it is finest of all to wake,” he said, as the bright sunshine of
the window, and the lumining green sunshine coming through the lifted
hands of the leaves, challenged him into the open.
The morning was exceedingly fair, and it looked at him so gently that
his blue eyes trembled with self-pity. A fragment of scarlet geranium
glanced up at him as he passed, so that amid the vermilion tyranny of
the uniform it wore he could see the eyes of the flower, wistful,
offering him love, as one sometimes see the eyes of a man beneath the
brass helmet of a soldier, and is startled. Everything looked at him
with the same eyes of tenderness, offering him, timidly, a little love.
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