Almshouses -- Fiction; Older women -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction; Women cleaning personnel -- Fiction
But it was always the watching that he minded most, and that would
have finished him in the end, sending him, but for Tibbie and
marriage, either to suicide or drink. Even when he had left the place
and was happily settled somewhere else, Emma’s eyes had seemed to go
with him. Not until long after he was married, Tibbie had said, had
he ceased to feel that he was being watched.
“But he never felt it in France,” she said to her mother, after
Stephen was dead. “He told me—he even wrote about it—that he never
felt it there. It was as if there was some big angel between them,
making her keep away. Oh, mother, it was harder than words can say
to let him go, but I used to feel so glad for him when he was in
France!...”
CHAPTER II
The rocking had begun again, the slow, rhythmic rocking that seemed
to draw the past out like a charm, in spite of the continuous protest
of the angry chair. It altered in character, however, after a while,
the swing of the rocker dwindling at times until it almost stopped,
and then beginning again with a gentle push. It was as soothing as
the sleepy surge of a summer sea, urged by some impulse into a gentle
swell, only to smooth itself out into stillness and slumber again.
Even the angry chair seemed to be getting drowsy as well, and was
silent at times for as much as a minute. At the end of the minute it
would break out again into a raucous yelp, like the spasmodic effort
of a tired dog. Gradually, however, both rocker and rocked came to
a trance-like quiet. In the gold of the morning sun and of her own
special private glory, Mrs. Clapham sat and slept.
She slept for about an hour, and was unaware that more than one
person had been near her while she dreamed, peeping in at her through
the window, or laying a gentle hand on the loose latch. Members of
the Chorus appeared from time to time, only to back away again with
a portentous finger on their lips. Mrs. James, indeed, at a second
attempt, had actually penetrated into the sacred place, with infinite
care setting at Mrs. Clapham’s elbow a covered plate of soup. The
young school teachers had looked in for a word on their way home, and
had gone on again with hushed steps, taking with them that vision
of tired thankfulness and infinite peace. Mrs. Clapham, of course,
knew nothing of all this, but it soothed her even in sleep. The
atmosphere of kindly interest, combined with the sun, lay softly
about her like a silken shawl.
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