Almshouses -- Fiction; Older women -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction; Women cleaning personnel -- Fiction
With all her glory about her, however, she could afford to feel sorry
for Martha Jane, and now that she had begun to think about her again,
she did feel dreadfully sorry. It would have been unbecoming in a
generous victor not to throw her a pitying thought, and Mrs. Clapham
did more than that. She began to cast about in her mind for an olive
branch of sorts, but could think of nothing available but a currant
loaf. It was a small enough offering, of course, but currants were
currants, nowadays, and flour was flour; and in any case a loaf of
her baking would have its own prestige. In its homely way it would
convey the same delicate touch that Mrs. James’s wedding-present
china had conveyed so pleasingly to herself.
Making up her mind at last, she wrapped the loaf in a cloth and went
briskly out. The morning sun was beginning to leave the street as she
emerged, tending to become an afternoon sun and moving slowly towards
the west. Nevertheless, she did not feel that it was deserting her
because it was passing on. It had stayed with her all the morning,
like a royal guest at a humble feast; now it was going before her to
shine for her in her new home.
Exalted though she was by her recent great success, she could not
help feeling a little nervous about her visit. Martha Jane might
possibly refuse to let her in, insult her, perhaps, or, at the very
least, try to take the gloss off her conquest with ribald jeers. On
the other hand, she might possibly find her crying—a lonely, unwanted
woman, hurt by another of life’s jars. Mrs. Clapham felt like crying
herself when she thought of that. Of course she might have gone out
to pour the tale of her wrongs into some sympathetic ear, and in that
case there would be nothing for the bearer of branches to do but to
turn again in her tracks. But the latter had scarcely swung round on
her step before she became aware that at least she must be at home,
for, outside the kitchen window that was almost level with the road,
Emma was standing, bending and peering in.
Fear, devastating and intense, came upon Mrs. Clapham when she beheld
Emma. There was something almost gloating in the way she stooped to
the low window, something of the intent Roman waiting for “thumbs
down.” So interested was she that she did not hear the closing thud
of Mrs. Clapham’s door, or even the sound of her footsteps coming
up the street. There was no smile on her lips as she stooped and
stared, and for once its absence was actually more alarming than its
presence. Mrs. Clapham’s picture of Martha Jane crying or cursing
gave place to others infinitely worse. Now she beheld her dangling
from a hook in the ceiling or prostrate with prussic acid on the
floor. Her heart beat so violently that she could scarcely breathe,
and her stout arms dithered so that she nearly dropped the loaf....
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