It was about noon as we thus sat talking it over. It comforted me to see
that she liked it as little as I did; that she would rather have kept me
with her to the last moment of her life. But then what should I have
done?--this was what she thought of. We were talking it all over very
seriously, with more pain than either of us would show. It was a chilly
winter morning. The room was bright, to be sure, with a good fire
burning, and all the comforts that so many poor people are without; but
there was a chill that went to one’s heart--the chill of the grave for
her, which she thought near; and the chill of the outside world, from
which she had sheltered me so long, for me. I remember the look of that
morning--there was a black frost outside which bound all the dry street,
and seemed to hold the naked trees in the square so fast that they dared
not rustle, though an icy wind was blowing through them. There were
traces still on the windows, notwithstanding the fire, of the frosty
network of the night. The sun had begun to shine as it approached noon,
but even the sun was white and cold, and seemed rather to point out how
chilly the world was, than to warm it. After we had got through all our
explanations and said all that was to be said, and arranged that Mary
was to be invited to the Square with her child to spend a week of the
holidays and arrange everything, we still kept sitting together holding
each other’s hands, not saying much. I could not pretend that I liked it
even to please her, and she did not like it, though she thought it
right; but all the same it was settled, and there was nothing more to
say.
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