The Two Sides of the ShieldYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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The Two Sides of the Shield
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Domestic fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Oh yes, very happy; and it is much the best thing that could have
happened. It is only another of the proofs that life is very long,
especially for men.’
‘Come, now, tell me all about it. You don’t know how often I feel as if
I had been buried and dug up again.’
‘There are things one can’t write about. Poor fellow! he never really
wanted to marry anybody but Phyllis.’
‘No! you don’t mean it! I never knew it.’
‘No, for you were in the utmost parts of the earth; and he was very
good, so that I don’t believe honest Phyl herself, or any one without
eyes, guessed it; but he had it all out with our father, who begged him,
almost on that allegiance he had always shown, to abstain from beginning
about it. You see, not only are they first cousins, but our mother and
his father both were consumptive, and there was dear Claude even then
regularly breaking down every winter, and Ada needing to be looked after
like a hothouse plan. I’m sure, when I think of the last generation of
Devereuxes, I wonder so many of us have been tough enough to weather
the dangerous age; and there had been an alarm or two about Rotherwood
himself. Well, he was very good, half from obedience, half from being
convinced that it would be a selfish thing, and especially from being
wholly convinced that Phyl’s feelings were not stirred. That was the way
I came to know about it, for papa took me out for a drive in the old gig
to ask what I thought about her heart, and I could truly and honestly
say she had never found it, cared for Rotherwood just as she did for
Reggie, and was not the sort to think whether a man was attentive to
her. Besides, she was eighteen, and he thirty-one, and she thought him
venerable. I believe, if he had asked her then, she might have taken him
(because Cousin Rotherwood wished it), but she would have had to fall in
love in the second place instead of the first. Well, he was very good,
poor old fellow, except that by way of taking himself off, and diverting
his mind, he went dear-stalking with such unnecessary vehemence that a
Scotch mist was very nearly the death of him, and he discovered that he
had as many lungs as other people. If you could only have seen our dear
old father then, how distressed and how guilty he felt, and how he used
to watch Phyllis, and examine Alethea and me as to whether she seemed
more than reasonably concerned for Rotherwood had come and hit the right
nail on the head he might have carried her off.’
‘But he didn’t.’
‘No; for, you see, he was ill enough to convince himself, as well as
other people, that he was a consumptive Devereux after all.’
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