There was balm to Elaine in this reflection, yet it did not wholly
suffice to drive out the feeling of pique which Comus had called into
being by his slighting view of her as a convenient cash supply in moments
of emergency. She found a certain satisfaction in scrupulously observing
her promise, made earlier on that eventful day, and sent off a messenger
with the stipulated loan. Then a reaction of compunction set in, and she
reminded herself that in fairness she ought to write and tell her news in
as friendly a fashion as possible to her dismissed suitor before it burst
upon him from some other quarter. They had parted on more or less
quarrelling terms it was true, but neither of them had foreseen the
finality of the parting nor the permanence of the breach between them;
Comus might even now be thinking himself half-forgiven, and the awakening
would be rather cruel. The letter, however, did not prove an easy one to
write; not only did it present difficulties of its own but it suffered
from the competing urgency of a desire to be doing something far
pleasanter than writing explanatory and valedictory phrases. Elaine was
possessed with an unusual but quite overmastering hankering to visit her
cousin Suzette Brankley. They met but rarely at each other’s houses and
very seldom anywhere else, and Elaine for her part was never conscious of
feeling that their opportunities for intercourse lacked anything in the
way of adequacy. Suzette accorded her just that touch of patronage which
a moderately well-off and immoderately dull girl will usually try to mete
out to an acquaintance who is known to be wealthy and suspected of
possessing brains. In return Elaine armed herself with that particular
brand of mock humility which can be so terribly disconcerting if properly
wielded. No quarrel of any description stood between them and one could
not legitimately have described them as enemies, but they never disarmed
in one another’s presence. A misfortune of any magnitude falling on one
of them would have been sincerely regretted by the other, but any minor
discomfiture would have produced a feeling very much akin to
satisfaction. Human nature knows millions of these inconsequent little
feuds, springing up and flourishing apart from any basis of racial,
political, religious or economic causes, as a hint perhaps to crass
unseeing altruists that enmity has its place and purpose in the world as
well as benevolence.
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