His home in the course of the sixteen years he had lived in it had
brought him precious little in the way of happiness. More than once
he had wondered if ever he would be man enough to break its sinister
thrall; more than once he had wished to end the ever-growing aversion
of man and wife by doing something violent. He had really grown to hate
the place. And yet after an absence of less than three months he was
returning to it with a thankfulness that was surprising.
All the same he was not sure how Melia would receive him. When at last
he had made the great decision and had told her that he was going
to join up he had said she must either carry on the business in his
absence, or that it could be wound up and she must be content with the
separation allowance. Her answer had been a gibe. However, she proposed
to carry on in spite of the fact that W. Hollis Fruiterer as a means
of livelihood was likely to prove a stone about her neck. Still there
was a pretty strong vein of independence in her and if she could keep
afloat by her own exertions she meant to do so.
During his three months' absence in camp their correspondence had been
meager; it had also been formal, not to say cold. The estrangement into
which they had drifted was so wide that even the step he had recently
taken could not bridge it. He had told her on a picture postcard with
a view of Duckingfield Parish Church that he was quite well and he
hoped that she was and that things were going on all right; and with a
view of the Market Place she replied that she was glad to know that he
was quite well as it left her at present. However, he was careful to
supplement this marital politeness with a few words every Saturday when
he sent her five shillings, all he could spare of his pay. The money
was always acknowledged briefly and coldly. No clew was given to her
feelings, or to her affairs, but when he told her he was coming home at
Christmas for two days she wrote to say that she would be pleased to
see him.
As he stepped off the tram into the raw Blackhampton mirk which awaited
him at the end of Love Lane that formal phrase came rather oddly into
his mind. It gave him a sort of consolation to reflect that Melia was
one who said what she meant and meant what she said. But, whether or
not she would be pleased to see him at the present moment, he was
genuinely pleased to be seeing her.
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