England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
Things were as they were, people were as they were, she was as she was
and her mother was as she was. And Elizabeth? Elizabeth she supposed was
as she was and that was the end of it. You could not change or alter the
laws that governed individual existence, but she meant to make a success
of life, if she could; her efforts might be futile, they probably would
be; nevertheless they were worth making. She concluded that individual
effort occasionally did succeed, though the odds were certainly against
it; it had failed in Mrs. Ogden's case, and she began to realize that
hitherto it had failed in Elizabeth's; but would Elizabeth always fail?
She saw her now as a creature capable of seizing hold of life and using
it to the full. Elizabeth, so quiet, so painfully orderly, so
immaculately neat, and in her own way so interesting, suddenly became
poignantly human to Joan; she speculated about her.
And meanwhile the examination drew nearer. Now it was Elizabeth who grew
nervous and restless, and Joan who supported her; it was extraordinary
how nervous Elizabeth did grow, she could neither control nor conceal
it, at all events from her observant pupil. Joan began to understand how
much it meant to Elizabeth that she should do well, and she was touched.
But she herself could not feel any apprehension; she seemed at this time
to have risen above all her doubts and fears. It is possible, however,
that Elizabeth's perturbation might in time have reacted on her pupil
had fate not interposed at the psychological moment.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
1
SURELY the last place in the world where anyone would have expected to
meet a tragedy was in the High Street of Seabourne. There never was a
street so genteel and so lacking in emotion; it was almost an indecency
to associate emotion with it, and yet it was in the High Street that a
thing happened which was to make a lasting impression on Joan. She was
out with Elizabeth and Milly early one afternoon; they were feeling
dull, and conversation flagged; their minds were concentrated on
innumerable small commissions for Mrs. Ogden. It was a bright and rather
windy day, having in the keen air the first suggestion of coming winter.
The High Street was very empty at that hour, and stretched in front of
them ugly and shabby and painfully unimportant. Hidden from sight just
round the corner, a little bell went clanging and tinkling; it was the
little bell attached to the cart of the man who ground knives and
scissors every Thursday. A tradesman's boy clattered down the street on
a stout unclipped cob, a basket over his arm, and somewhere in a house
near by a phonograph was shouting loudly.
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