Clergy -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Religious fiction
The present emotion of Helen cannot be understood without referring to
the manner in which she had hitherto lived with her mother, and indeed
to the general habits of the family. Mystery of any kind was unknown
among them; and to those who have observed the effect of this, its
prodigious influence on the general tone of family intercourse must be
well known. To those who have not, it would be nearly impossible to
convey in words an adequate idea of the difference which exists in a
household where the parents make a secret of all things of important
interest, and where they do not. It is not the difference between ease
and restraint, or even that more striking still, between sweet and sour
tempers in the chief or chiefs of the establishment; it is a thousand
times more vital than either. Without this easy, natural spontaneous
confidence, the family union is like a rope of sand, that will fall to
pieces and disappear at the first touch of any thing that can attract
and draw off its loose and unbound particles. But if it be important as
a general family habit, it is ten thousand times more so in the
intercourse between a mother and her daughters. Let no parent believe
that affection can be perfect without it; and let no mother fancy that
the heart of her girl can be open to her if it find not an open heart in
return. Mothers! if you value the precious deposit of your dear girls'
inmost thoughts, peril not the treasure by chilling them with any
mystery of your own! It is not in the nature of things that confidence
should exist on one side only: it must be mutual.
Never was there less of this hateful mildew of mystery than in the
Mowbray family during the life of their father. Whatever were the
questions that arose,--whether they concerned the purchase of an estate,
or the giving or accepting an invitation to dinner,--whether it were a
discussion respecting the character of a neighbour, or the flavour of
the last packet of tea,--they were ever and always canvassed in full
assembly; or if any members were wanting, it was because curiosity,
which lives only by searching for what is hid, lacking its proper
aliment, had perished altogether, and so set the listeners free.
This new-born secrecy in her mother struck therefore like a bolt of ice
into the very heart of the sensitive Helen. "Have I lost her for ever!"
she exclaimed aloud, though in solitude. "Mother! mother!--is it to be
ever thus!--If this be the consequence of my poor father's will, well
might Sir Gilbert deplore it! How happily could I have lived for ever,
dependent on her for my daily bread, so I could have kept her heart for
ever as open as my own!"
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