Diary fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
I felt so horribly uncomfortable, I was really at my wits’ end. Oh! it
is no fun being an adventuress, after all, if you want to keep your
friends of the world as well.
“Perhaps it won’t matter if I don’t see any one for a few days,” I
said. “I will write to Paris; my old Mademoiselle is married there to
a flourishing poet, I believe; perhaps she would take me as a paying
guest for a little.”
“That is very visionary--a French poet! horrible, long-haired, frowsy
creature. Impossible! Surely you see how necessary it is for you to
marry Christopher as soon as you can, Evangeline, don’t you?” she said,
and I was obliged to admit there were reasons.
“The truth is, you can’t be the least eccentric, or unconventional, if
you are good-looking and unmarried,” she continued; “you may snap your
fingers at Society, but if you do, you won’t have a good time, and all
the men will either foolishly champion you, or be impertinent to you.”
“Oh, I realize it,” I said, and there was a lump in my throat.
“I shall write to Christopher to-morrow,” she went on, “and thank him
for our outing last night, and I shall say something nice about you,
and your loneliness, and that he, as a kind of relation, may go and
see you on Sunday, as long as he doesn’t make love to you, and he can
take you to the Zoo--don’t see him in your sitting-room. That will give
him just the extra fillip, and he will go, and you will be demure, and
then, by those stimulating lions’ and tigers’ cages, you can plight
your troth. It will be quite respectable. Wire to me at once on Monday,
to Sedgwick, and you must come back to Park Street directly I return on
Thursday, if it is all settled.”
I thanked her as well as I could. She was quite ingenuous, and quite
sincere. I should be a welcome guest as Christopher’s _fiancée_, and
there was no use my feeling bitter about it--she was quite right.
As I put my hand on Malcolm’s skinny arm going down to the dining-room,
the only consolation was my fate has not got to be him! I would rather
be anything in the world than married to that!
I tried to be agreeable to Sir Charles. We were only a party of six. An
old Miss Harpenden, who goes everywhere to play bridge, and Malcolm,
and one of Lady Ver’s young men, and me. Sir Charles is absent, and
brings himself back; he fiddles with the knives and forks, and sprawls
on the table rather, too. He looks at Lady Ver with admiration in his
eyes. It is true then, in the intervals of Paris, I suppose, she can
make his heart beat.
Malcolm made love to me after dinner. We were left to talk when the
others sat down to bridge in the little drawing-room.
“I missed you so terribly, Miss Travers,” he said, priggishly, “when
you left us, that I realized I was extremely attracted by you.”
“No, you don’t say so!” I said, innocently. “Could one believe a thing
like that.”
“Yes,” he said, earnestly. “You may indeed believe it.”
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