Miss Fleet was smiling.
"But I'm not a pessimist as regards marriage," she added. "And I think
men are quite as good as women, and quite as bad."
"How calm you are!"
"Why not?"
"I could never be like that."
"Perhaps when you are fifty."
"Not if I'm unmarried!" said Charmian, with a bluntness, a lack of
caution very rare in her.
"I don't think you will be, unless you go on before you are fifty."
Charmian gazed at Miss Fleet, and was conscious that she herself was
entirely concentrated on the present life; she was a good girl, she had
principles, even sometimes desires not free from nobility. She believed
in a religion--the Protestant religion it happened to be. And yet--yes,
certainly--she was absolutely concentrated on the present life. She even
felt as if it were somehow physically impossible for her to be anything
else. To "go on" before she was fifty! What a horror in that idea! To
"go on" at all, ever--how strange, how dreadful! She was silent for some
minutes, with her pretty head against the back of a chair.
An Arab dragoman went by among the trees. The strangled yelp of a
motor-car rose out of a cloud of white dust at the bottom of the garden.
The faint cry of a siren came up from the distant sea where _The
Wanderer_ lay at rest. And suddenly Charmian thought, "When am I going
to be here again?"
"Do you ever feel you have lived before in some place when you visit it
for the first time?" she said, moving her head from the back of her
chair.
"I did once."
"Do you ever feel you will live in a place that's new to you, that you
have no connection with, and that you have only come to for a day or
two?"
"I can't say I do."
"I suppose we all have lots of absurd fancies."
"I don't think I do," responded Miss Fleet, quite without arrogance.
"I--I wish you'd tell me where you got that coat and skirt," said
Charmian.
"I will. I got it at Folkestone. I'll give you the address when we go on
board again. My mother lives at Folkestone. She is a companion to a dear
old Mrs. Simpkins, so I go down there whenever I have time."
One's mother companion to a dear old Mrs. Simpkins! How extraordinary!
And why did it make Charmian feel as if she were almost fond of Susan
Fleet?
"And I get really well-cut things for a very small price there, so I'm
lucky."
"I think you are lucky in another way," hazarded Charmian.
"Yes?"
"To be as you are."
After that day in the garden Charmian knew that she was going to be
fond of Susan Fleet. Mrs. Shiffney, of course, did not return on the
following afternoon.
"I daresay she'll be away for a week," Susan said. "If you feel better
we might go and see the town and visit some of the villas. There are
several that are beautiful."
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