With added years Billy’s outward demeanor had changed in his daily
journey toward education. He no longer had scrimmages in the train with
school-fellows, in which books of tuition served as weapons of warfare;
he no longer harried the brakeman or climbed outside on the ferry-boat,
or was chided for outrageous noisiness by long-suffering commuters. But
the happy expression of his countenance was usually such a fixture that
its marked absence attracted the attention of his fellow-passengers one
day in the latter part of January. His face was gloomy and averted; he
would not talk. To cheerful questions as to what had disagreed with him,
or whether he was “up against it again” at Stevens, his replies were
unexpectedly brief, and evinced his desire to be let entirely alone. The
change had, in truth, come over him since entering the car, and was
caused by the sight of two figures in a seat ahead of him.
The figures were those of a man and a girl, and their conversation had a
peculiar air of absorption which seemed to make them alone together in
the crowd. Billy could see only the backs of this couple, save when one
turned a little sideways to the other, and the round curve of a cheek
and a fluff of fair hair became visible, or the bend of an aquiline nose
and a dark mustache—the nose and the mustache turned sideways much
oftener than the fairer profile. Once or twice Billy caught sight of a
pink throat and ear; on such occasions the girl bent her head and
fingered nervously at a music-roll she held upright in her hand, and
Billy swore under his breath.
When the train had rolled into the station, he went with the other
passengers as far as the door of the ferry-house to see—yes, they were
going over the same ferry together, he still bending toward her as they
walked, she with a charming, shy hesitancy in her manner, as of one
unaccustomed to her position. Bill said bitterly, “The gall of him!” and
walked away to the humiliating trolley which showed that he was still
“going to Stevens’.” If he had been out of bondage, he would have been
quick to follow and take his place on the other side of the girl, and
show to all men that she was not making one of an intimate duet.
It was after this that his mother noticed that on certain days his
accustomed spirits flagged. Her keen ear detected that he no longer
whistled cheerily all the time he was dressing, but only when he heard
her foot upon the stairs; and although he still chaffed his admiring
sisters at dinner, there was a bitter and realistic strain in the
jesting that made them all sure that Willie could not feel well. He
found fault with his food, also a thing unprecedented. His mother
brought him pills which he refused to take, towering above her—she was
a little woman—tense and aloof. When she taxed him with having
something on his mind, he admitted it at once, in a tone that bade her
go no further.
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