I waited with painful interest for the priest to confront Angelo,
absurdly thinking there might be some secret between them, and that
in addition to the ritual words Ignatius might whisper others not of
sacred import. I was certainly not prepared for the result. As Angelo
reverently elevated his face to receive the wafer between his lips,
Ignatius, affecting not to notice the action, passed him by for the
next communicant, and proceeded with the delivery.
I was doubtful at first whether I had seen aright, but the looks
interchanged among the assembly told me that others too had observed
the action. My wonder found its reflection in the wide-open eyes of
Daphne; her arm trembled on mine, but she did not speak; for a deep
silence had fallen over all, and the faintest whisper would have
attracted attention.
What could be the reason for this action on the part of the priest?
What could Angelo have done to forfeit the privileges of the Church?
Quick as a flash of light there rose before me the confessional scene
of the preceding day. Was the rejection of Angelo the result of the
recital made to Father Ignatius by the silver-haired penitent? Of the
nature of that confession I had only an inkling, but that it was the
key to this priest's conduct I felt certain.
The first line of communicants retired to their seats. The artist did
not move but remained kneeling solitary and silent, his lips pressing
the cold marble chancel-rails, his hands clasped nervously above his
dark hair, as if he were supplicating the Church, his mother, to
receive and forgive an erring child.
For a brief moment I had entertained the idea that Ignatius, in passing
Angelo by, had perhaps committed an oversight. It was impossible
now for him not to perceive the artist; but with a face cold and
impenetrable as marble he stood erect within the chancel, openly
ignoring the other's mute appeal to be noticed. It was clear that his
refusal to give the Communion to him was a deliberate act. The most
exquisite penalty that can fall on the soul of a devout Catholic had
fallen on Angelo. A rustle of surprise passed through the assembly like
the ripple of the forest-leaves swayed by the summer breeze.
Despite my jealousy I could not help pitying the artist at having
to suffer this slight in the face of a great mass of people. He had
crossed the sea and travelled hundreds of miles expressly (so he had
told us) to be present at this solemn festa--a festa hallowed by all
the memories of his childhood and youth; and the end of it all was
to become an excommunicate from the Church he loved, an object of
suspicion to the people among whom he had been brought up.
Several minutes had elapsed since the first communicants had retired; a
second line had not yet come forward, and the artist continued to kneel
in silent loneliness. Still he moved not, as if dreading to lift his
head and face the wondering eyes of the faithful.
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