"I love you," he repeated--"how deeply no words of mine can tell! The
months that have separated us have been to me a torture. I cannot rest
apart from you. I have come from England expressly to see you. I am
here now to ask you to be mine. I had intended to stay long with, or
near you, and seek to win my way gradually into your heart, but I can
be silent no longer. Who can forge chains for love, and say, 'To-day
thou shalt be dumb; to-morrow thou shalt speak?' Forgive me if my
language seems wild. We Italians do not love so coldly as your English
youth; we are all passion and flame. If I am precipitate, if I am rash,
if I am mad, blame not me, but blame the beauty that has made me so."
He checked the flow of his words; they seem poor and commonplace enough
on paper. It must have been the tone in which they were uttered, and
the aid they received from his sparkling eyes and dramatic gestures,
that made them sound like eloquence at the time.
Daphne, her drooping eyes fixed on the ground, stood beside the tree
overhanging the fountain, still and silent as a statue. To say "No" to
any request, however trifling, was always a source of pain to her; how
much more now when it would give despair to the one it was addressed
to!
"Ah, Heaven! how beautiful you are! What a picture you would make!"
One might have thought from the manner in which he dwelt on the word
"picture" that he wanted her for no other purpose than to minister to
his art. "Will you not speak, Daphne?"
She sought refuge in evasion.
"Give me time--a day--to reflect. I will reply to you by--by letter."
"No, no--a thousand times, no! Not for worlds will I endure another
such night as last in an agony of suspense and doubt. Let me have
your answer here and now. This avowal cannot be a surprise to you.
What woman was ever loved without knowing it? Did you not understand
my action yesterday when I knelt before your picture? Could you not
interpret the look in my eyes the first time they saw your face? That
day marked an era in my art. For years I had been seeking to paint a
face that should be the very ideal of beauty, and my hand had failed
to delineate the shadowy conceptions of my mind; but at last the ideal
face shone upon me. My dream of beauty was realised in a living form.
With that bright form by my side to inspire my pencil----"
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