Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Sir Philip and his daughter had a new common interest; they could now
discuss books and the making of books and the feel and the smell and the
essence of books—a mighty bond this, and one full of enchantment. They
could talk of these things with mutual understanding; they did so for
hours in the father’s study, and Sir Philip discovered a secret ambition
that had lain in the girl like a seed in deep soil; and he, the good
gardener of her body and spirit, hoed the soil and watered this seed of
ambition. Stephen would show him her queer compositions, and would wait
very breathless and still while he read them; then one evening he looked
up and saw her expression, and he smiled:
‘So that’s it, you want to be a writer. Well, why not? You’ve got plenty
of talent, Stephen; I should be a proud man if you were a writer.’ After
which their discussions on the making of books held an even more vital
enchantment.
But Anna came less and less often to the study, and she would be sitting
alone and idle. Puddle, upstairs at work in the schoolroom, might be
swatting at her Greek to keep pace with Stephen, but Anna would be
sitting with her hands in her lap in the vast drawing-room so
beautifully proportioned, so restfully furnished in old polished walnut,
so redolent of beeswax and orris root and violets—all alone in its
vastness would Anna be sitting, with her white hands folded and idle.
A lovely and most comfortable woman she had been, and still was, in
spite of her gentle ageing, but not learned, oh, no, very far from
learned—that, indeed, was why Sir Philip had loved her, that was why he
had found her so infinitely restful, that was why he still loved her
after very many years; her simplicity was stronger to hold him than
learning. But now Anna went less and less often to the study.
It was not that they failed to make her feel welcome, but rather that
they could not conceal their deep interest in subjects of which she knew
little or nothing. What did she know of or care for the Classics? What
interest had she in the works of Erasmus? Her theology needed no erudite
discussion, her philosophy consisted of a home swept and garnished, and
as for the poets, she liked simple verses; for the rest her poetry lay
in her husband. All this she well knew and had no wish to alter, yet
lately there had come upon Anna an aching, a tormenting aching that she
dared give no name to. It nagged at her heart when she went to that
study and saw Sir Philip together with their daughter, and knew that her
presence contributed nothing to his happiness when he sat reading to
Stephen.
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