The Whip Hand: A Tale of the Pine CountryMerwin, Samuel
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The Whip Hand: A Tale of the Pine Country
Merwin, Samuel
Great Lakes Region (North America) -- Fiction; Love stories; Lumber trade -- Fiction
He caught up a lock of her hair and held it against the light. It
glistened like fine-spun gold. He leaned down and pressed it to his
lips; and again he felt that tightening of her fingers, that slight
shiver passing through her. He bent forward and saw that the tears had
escaped again. “Margaret,” he whispered, “look up.”
Her eyes lifted a little, then dropped. He waited and then whispered
again, “Look up, dear.” Slowly she raised them until they met his
fairly, and their two souls were gazing straight, each to each. Her
fingers tightened and tightened; she was trembling. And at last he
caught her wildly with both his arms and drew her against him and kissed
her forehead, her eyes, her mouth. And her tears fell without restraint.
“Dear girl,” he whispered, his mouth close to her ear, “Dear girl, you
love me--I know you love me. I have waited--it is a long while that I
have waited--but all the waiting is over now. Tell me that it is all
over--that we are going to begin our lives--our life--new again. Tell me
that we are going to be happy.”
There was a moment during which she struggled to free herself. “Don't,
oh, don't!” she cried brokenly. “Please stop, John!” And he, hurt and
wondering, released her, and stood up, watching her stupidly as she fell
back in the chair and covered her eyes.
Poor Halloran! He had been supposing that he understood her--that
he really could see a little way into that complex nature. And the
discovery that he was still far on the outside of her personality
brought a cruel shock. He could not know that while his thoughts had
rambled ahead, constructing their life, hers had been absorbed in the
happiness of that one golden hour. He could not understand how his
words, and the realization of what this evening meant to them both,
had burst upon her with a force that frightened her. He could not be
expected to know what a struggle had come with this first open thought
of giving herself up to a man--what questions it raised, what problems
of wholly reconstructing a life; how the great question loomed before
her in dimensions that seemed almost tragic. He could not understand
this; and so, when he finally spoke, it was with a touch of quiet
dignity:
“Margaret,” he said, “I have asked you to be my wife.” There was a more
and more appealing quality in his voice as he went on. “I have asked you
to be my wife. Can't you give me your answer?”
She shook her head without uncovering her eyes.
“Shall I come for it to-morrow, then, Margaret? I think I have told you
everything. You know that I love you. I can't live without you--I dread
even to think of waiting. It means so much to me, Margaret, so very
much, that I don't know----”
He paused, for his voice was beginning to shake a little. Still she was
silent.
“Have you”--it was getting difficult to speak--“have you nothing to tell
me?”
“Oh, John,” she managed to say, “I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!”
“Is--is that all, Margaret?”
“You must not come to-morrow--I can't let you.”
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