Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Whirled down the sky like black maple leaves caught up aloft, came two
more crows. They swept down and clung hold of the trees in front of the
house, staying near the old forerunner. Lettie watched them, half
amused, half melancholy. One bird was carried past. He swerved round
and began to battle up the wind, rising higher, and rowing laboriously
against the driving wet current.
“Here comes your fourth,” said I.
She did not answer, but continued to watch. The bird wrestled
heroically, but the wind pushed him aside, tilted him, caught under his
broad wings and bore him down. He swept in level flight down the
stream, outspread and still, as if fixed in despair. I grieved for him.
Sadly two of his fellows rose and were carried away after him, like
souls hunting for a body to inhabit, and despairing. Only the first
ghoul was left on the withered, silver-grey skeleton of the holly.
“He won’t even say ‘Nevermore’,” I remarked.
“He has more sense,” replied Lettie. She looked a trifle lugubrious.
Then she continued: “Better say ‘Nevermore’ than ‘Evermore.’”
“Why?” I asked.
“Oh, I don’t know. Fancy this ‘Evermore.’”
She had been sure in her own soul that Leslie would come—now she began
to doubt:—things were very perplexing.
The bell in the kitchen jangled; she jumped up. I went and opened the
door. He came in. She gave him one bright look of satisfaction. He saw
it, and understood.
“Helen has got some people over—I have been awfully rude to leave them
now,” he said quietly.
“What a dreadful day!” said mother.
“Oh, fearful! Your face _is_ red, Lettie! What have you been doing?”
“Looking into the fire.”
“What did you see?”
“The pictures wouldn’t come plain—nothing.”
He laughed. We were silent for some time.
“You were expecting me?” he murmured.
“Yes—I knew you’d come.”
They were left alone. He came up to her and put his arm around her, as
she stood with her elbow on the mantelpiece.
“You do want me,” he pleaded softly.
“Yes,” she murmured.
He held her in his arms and kissed her repeatedly, again and again,
till she was out of breath, and put up her hand, and gently pushed her
face away.
“You are a cold little lover—you are a shy bird,” he said, laughing
into her eyes. He saw her tears rise, swimming on her lids, but not
falling.
“Why, my love, my darling—why!”—he put his face to her’s and took the
tear on his cheek:
“I know you love me,” he said, gently, all tenderness.
“Do you know,” he murmured. “I can positively feel the tears rising up
from my heart and throat. They are quite painful gathering, my love.
There—you can do anything with me.”
They were silent for some time. After a while, a rather long while, she
came upstairs and found mother—and at the end of some minutes I heard
my mother go to him.
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