The Widow Barnaby. Vol. 1 (of 3)Trollope, Frances Milton
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The Widow Barnaby. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Trollope, Frances Milton
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
She certainly felt both proud and happy as she thought of her
independence and her wealth. Of the first she unquestionably had as much
as it was possible for woman to possess, for no human being existed who
had any right whatever to control her. Of the second, her judgment would
have been more correct had she better understood the value of money.
Though it is hardly possible any day should pass without adding
something to the knowledge of all civilized beings on this subject, it
is nevertheless certain that there are two modes of education which lead
the mind in after life into very erroneous estimates respecting it. The
one is being brought up to spend exactly as much money as you please,
and the other having it deeply impressed on your mind that you are to
spend none at all. In the first case, it is long before the most
complete reverse of fortune can make the _ci-devant_ rich man understand
how a little money can be eked out, so as to perform the office of a
great deal; and in the last, the change from having no money to having
some will often, if it come suddenly, so puzzle all foregone
conclusions, as to leave the possessor wonderfully little power to
manage it discreetly.
The latter case was pretty nearly that of Mrs. Barnaby: when she learned
that her dear lost husband had left her uncontrolled mistress of
property to the amount of three hundred and seventy-two pounds per
annum, besides the house and furniture, the shop and all it contained,
she really felt as if her power in this life were colossal, and that she
might roam the world either for conquest or amusement, or sustain in
Silverton the style of a retired duchess, as might suit her fancy best.
Never yet had this lady's temper been so amiably placid, or so
caressingly kind, as during the first month of her widowhood. She gave
Agnes to understand that she wished to be considered as her mother, and
trusted that they should find in each other all the happiness and
affection which that tenderest of ties was so well calculated to
produce.
"It will not be my fault, Agnes," she said, "if such be not the case.
Thanks be to heaven, and my dear lost Barnaby, I have wealth enough to
consult both your pleasure and advantage in my future mode of life; and
be assured, my dear, that however much my own widowed feelings might
lead me to prefer the tranquil consolations of retirement, I shall
consider it my duty to live more for you than for myself; and I will
indeed hasten, in spite of my feelings, to lay aside these sad weeds,
that I may be able, with as little delay as possible, to give you such
an introduction to the world as my niece has a right to expect."
Agnes was at a loss what to reply; she had still all the frank
straight-forwardness of a child who has been educated by unaffected,
sensible people, and yet she knew that she must not on this occasion say
quite what she thought, which would probably have been,--
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