The Widow Barnaby. Vol. 1 (of 3)Trollope, Frances Milton
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The Widow Barnaby. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Trollope, Frances Milton
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
This important business being settled, she set herself earnestly and
deliberately to consider what, when these three months should be
expired, she should do with her freedom, her money, herself, and her
niece. In deciding upon this question, she called none to counsel, for
she had sense enough to avow to herself that she should pay not the
slightest attention to any opinion but her own. In silence and in
solitude, therefore, she pondered upon the future; and, to assist her
speculations, she drew forth from the recesses of an old-fashioned
bureau sundry documents and memoranda relative to the property
bequeathed to her by her husband.
It was evident that her income would now somewhat exceed four hundred
a-year, and this appeared to her amply sufficient to assist the schemes
already working in her head for future aggrandizement, but by no means
equal to what she felt her beauty and her talents gave her a right to
hope for.
"It is, however, a handsome income," thought she, "and such a one as,
with my person, may, and must, if properly made use of, lead to all I
wish!"...
Mrs. Barnaby had once heard it said by a clever man, that human wishes
might oftener be achieved, did mortals better know how to set about
obtaining them.
"First," said the oracle, "let him be sure to find out what his wishes
really are. This ascertained, let him, in the second place, employ all
his acuteness to discover what is required for their fulfilment.
Thirdly, let him examine himself and his position, in order to decide
how much he, or it, can contribute towards this. Fourthly, let him
subtract the sum of the capabilities he possesses from the total of
means required. Fifthly, let him learn by, with, and in his heart of
hearts, what it is that constitutes the remainder; and sixthly, and
lastly, let him gird up the loins of his resolution, and start forth
DETERMINED to acquire them. Whoso doeth this, shall _seldom_ fail."
In the course of her visitings, military friendships and all included,
Mrs. Barnaby, even in the small arena of Silverton, had heard several
wise things in her day; but none of them ever produced such lasting
effect as the words I have just quoted. They touched some chord within
her that vibrated, ... not indeed with such a thrill as they might have
made to ring along the nerves of a fine creature new to life, and
emulous of all things good and great, but with a little sharp twitch,
just at that point of the brain where self-love expands itself into a
mesh of ways and means, instinct with will, to catch all it can that may
be brought home to glut the craving for enjoyment; and so pregnant did
they seem to her of the only wisdom that she wished to master, that her
memory seized upon them with extraordinary energy, nor ever after
relinquished its hold.
Little, however, could it profit her at the time she heard it; but she
kept it, "like an ape in the corner of his jaw, first mouthed, to be
last swallowed."
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