The Widow Barnaby. Vol. 1 (of 3)Trollope, Frances Milton
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The Widow Barnaby. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Trollope, Frances Milton
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
Day by day the absence of Agnes wore away, and day after day saw some
business preparatory to departure dispatched. Sometimes the hours were
winged by her having to pull about all the finery in her possession,
and dividing it into portions, some to be abandoned for ever, some to be
enveloped with reverend care in cotton and silver paper for her future
use, and some to be given to the favoured Agnes.
While such cares occupied her hands, her thoughts naturally enough
hurried forward to the time when she should lay aside her weeds. This
was a dress so hatefully unbecoming in her estimation, that she firmly
believed the inventor of it must have been actuated by some feeling akin
to that which instituted the horrible Hindoo rite of which she had
heard, whereby living wives were sacrificed to their departed husbands.
"Only!" she cried, bursting out into involuntary thanksgiving, "ours,
thank God! is not for ever!"
To appear for the first time in the fashionable world in this frightful
disguise, was quite out of the question; and consequently she could not
make her purposed visit to Clifton till the time was arrived for
throwing them off, and till ... to use her own words, "lilacs and greys
were possible".... Yet there were other considerations that had weight
with her too.
"His sister, however, shall just see me in my widow's weeds," thought
she; "it may touch her heart perhaps, and must make her feel how very
nearly we are related; ... but before any living soul out of the family
can come near me, I will take care to look ... what I really am!... Six
months!... it must, I suppose, be six months first!... Dreadful bore!"
The first half of this probationary term was to be passed at
Silverton,--that was already wearing fast away,--and for the latter part
of it she determined to take lodgings in Exeter.
"Yes ... it shall be Exeter!" she exclaimed, and then added, with a
perfect quiver of delight, "Oh! what a difference now from what it was
formerly!... How well I remember the time when a journey to Exeter
appeared to me the very gayest thing in the world!... and now I should
no more think of staying there than a queen would think of passing her
life in her bed-room!"
The more she meditated on the future, indeed, the more enamoured did she
become of it, till at length, her affairs being very nearly all brought
to a satisfactory conclusion, a restless sort of impatience seized upon
her; and nearly a fortnight before the time fixed for the return of
Agnes she wrote a very peremptory letter of recall, but altogether
omitted to point out either the mode of conveyance, or the protection
she deemed necessary for her during the journey.
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