The Wife of Sir Isaac HarmanWells, H. G. (Herbert George)
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The Wife of Sir Isaac Harman
Wells, H. G. (Herbert George)
England -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction; Women's rights -- Fiction
“Sooner or later,” said Mrs. Harman, “I suppose Isaac will marry. He’s
been such a good son to me that I shall feel it dreadfully, and yet,
you know, I wish I could see him settled. Then _I_ shall settle—in a
little house of my own somewhere. Just a little place. I don’t believe
in coming too much between son and daughter-in-law....”
Harman’s natural avidity was tempered by a proper modesty. He thought
Ellen so lovely and so infinitely desirable—and indeed she was—that it
seemed incredible to him that he could ever get her. And yet he had got
most of the things in life he had really and urgently wanted. His
doubts gave his love-making an eager, lavish and pathetic delicacy. He
watched her minutely in an agony of appreciation. He felt ready to give
or promise anything.
She was greatly flattered by his devotion and she liked the surprises
and presents he heaped upon her extremely. Also she was sorry for him
beyond measure. In the deep recesses of her heart was an oleographic
ideal of a large brave young man with blue eyes, a wave in his fair
hair, a wonderful tenor voice and—she could not help it, she tried to
look away and not think of it—a broad chest. With him she intended to
climb mountains. So clearly she could not marry Mr. Harman. And because
of that she tried to be very kind indeed to him, and when he faltered
that she could not possibly care for him, she reassured him so vaguely
as to fill him with wild gusts of hope and herself with a sense of
pledges. He told her one day between two sets of tennis—which he played
with a certain tricky skill—that he felt that the very highest
happiness he could ever attain would be to die at her feet. Presently
her pity and her sense of responsibility had become so large and deep
that the dream hero with the blue eyes was largely overlaid and hidden
by them.
Then, at first a little indirectly and then urgently and with a voice
upon the edge of tears, Harman implored her to marry him. She had never
before in the whole course of her life seen a grown-up person on the
very verge of tears. She felt that the release of such deep fountains
as that must be averted at any cost. She felt that for a mere
schoolgirl like herself, a backward schoolgirl who had never really
mastered quadratics, to cause these immense and tragic distresses was
abominable. She was sure her former headmistress would disapprove very
highly of her. “I will make you a queen,” said Harman, “I will give all
my life to your happiness.”
She believed he would.
She refused him for the second time but with a weakening certainty in a
little white summer-house that gave a glimpse of the sea between green
and wooded hills. She sat and stared at the sea after he had left her,
through a mist of tears; so pitiful did he seem. He had beaten his poor
fists on the stone table and then caught up her hand, kissed it and
rushed out.... She had not dreamt that love could hurt like that.
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