The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
EVEN on the day of their “anniversary” Maurice tried to persuade his
companion to decide on their departure. After lunch he led her into the
avenue that bounded the Sacred Mountain and widened at intervals into
little terraces, with stone balustrades placed so as to give good views
over the lake.
The sunlight filled it everywhere, but at the end of October the sun
was grateful and not a thing to shun.
Whether from sadness or absent-mindedness, she did not appear disposed
to talk. He was the first to speak, breaking the silence that now
separated them, instead of bringing them closer to each other.
“This day had to come, Edith. We have been happy here. But we must go.
They are waiting for me in Paris. It will be the beginning of a new
life.”
He hoped for an answer, some encouragement, and began again with some
embarrassment:
“We’ll set up housekeeping for our love. We’ll have a
home. I’ll take steps to legalise our situation, and get
a divorce for you. You haven’t wanted me to do anything
about it hitherto. We’ve broken all our bonds without a backward
glance.”
Edith eluded this question of getting domiciled. She had only a
confused idea of not leaving Italy, and seemed without a hint of any
plan besides.
“How good it is at this hour of day,” she murmured. “Last evening I
felt cold.”
He followed her lead patiently.
“Cold? The air is so soft it seems almost summer still.”
“And yet it’s autumn. Look.”
At their feet stretched the high irregular shores of the lake. Opposite
them rose the clearly drawn forms of the mountains. Here and there a
shrine, a village, or a tower fixed the salient points of the landscape
for them. Trees and shrubs in a few days had changed their colours:
only the group of pines kept their green intact in the pale gold sea.
They were leaning on the balustrade. As in Savoy, the menacing beauty
of things made Edith feel an almost painful ecstasy. With nostrils
dilated and nerves taut, vibrating in all her being, she breathed in
the autumn’s mortal grace. And he, gazing on that face across which
some passion always stirred, that seemed to burn with some inner
devouring flame behind the windows of her soul, that face which
probably he had never yet seen in utter calm, could not tear his eyes
away. Certain delicate lines, the coursing of the blood beneath her
healthy skin, the smell of her dark hair, blotted out the beauty of the
world for him, or rather gathered all beauty in that little space. He could
not help noticing the effect upon her of the year that had slipped
by. Her youth recovered, liberty, pleasure, the cities and works of
art which they had seen together, had helped her and brightened her.
Her heart had been seething with confused desires when they had set
out, and her year had purified and completed her at the same time.
Never until now had he appreciated so distinctly the work his love had
wrought in her. He felt an anguished joy in reflecting that he might
lose her.
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