England -- Fiction; Magic -- Fiction; South Africa -- Fiction
“Why should I put the dog down?” she asked, with a quick look of
defiance.
“Because I hate to see you kissing it; it is so effeminate.”
He spoke in a masterful way; it was a touch of the curb, and there are
few things a proud woman hates so much as the first touch of the curb.
“What right have you to dictate what I shall or shall not do?” she
asked, tapping her foot upon the floor.
Ernest was very humble in those days, and he collapsed.
“None at all. Don’t be angry, Eva” (it was the first time that he had
called her so; till now she had always been Miss Ceswick), “but the
fact was I could not bear to see you kissing that dog; I was jealous of
the brute.”
Whereupon she blushed furiously and changed the subject. But after a
while Eva’s coquettishness began to be less and less marked. When they
met she no longer greeted him with a smile of mischief, but with
serious eyes that once or twice, he thought, bore traces of tears. At
the same time she threw him into despair by her coldness. Did he
venture a tender remark, she would pretend not to hear it—alas, that
the mounting blood should so obstinately proclaim that she did! Did he
touch her hand, it was cold and unresponsive. She was quieter too, and
her reserve frightened him. Once he tried to break it, and began some
passionate appeal, but she rose without answering and turned her face
to the window. He followed her, and saw that her dark eyes were full of
tears. This he felt was even more awful than her coldness, and, fearing
that he had offended her, he obeyed her whispered entreaty and went.
Poor boy! he was very young. Had he had a little more experience, he
might have found means to brush away her tears and his own doubts. It
is a melancholy thing that such opportunities should, as a rule,
present themselves before people are old enough to take advantage of
them.
The secret of all this change of conduct was not far to seek. Eva had
played with edged tools till she cut her fingers to the bone. The
dark-eyed boy, who danced so well and had such a handsome, happy face,
had become very dear to her. She had begun by playing with him, and
now, alas! she loved him better than anybody in the world. That was the
sting of the thing; she had fallen in love with a _boy_ as young as
herself—a boy, too, who, so far as she was aware, had no particular
prospects in life. It was humiliating to her pride to think that she,
who in the few months that she had been “out” in London, before her
cousins rose up and cast her forth, had already found the satisfaction
of seeing one or two men of middle age and established position at her
feet, and the further satisfaction of requesting them to kneel there no
more, should in the upshot have to strike her colours to a boy of
twenty-one, even though he did stand six feet high, and had more wits
in his young head and more love in his young heart than all her
middle-aged admirers put together.
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