“Your mistress of the mill is hard-hearted then, is she? and takes no
pity on your despair, poor fellow?” was Thibault’s rejoinder; but his
words, though seemingly expressive of great commiseration, had a shade
of satisfaction and amusement in them.
“Hard-hearted! I should think so indeed!” said Landry. “In the
beginning, I was foolish enough to fancy that she did not repulse my
love.... All day long I was devouring her with my eyes, and now and
then, she too would fix her eyes on me, and after looking at me a while,
would smile.... Alas! my dear Thibault, what happiness those looks and
smiles were to me!... Ah! why did I not content myself with them?”
“Well, there it is,” said Thibault philosophically. “Man is so
insatiable.”
“Alas! yes; I forgot that I had to do with someone above me in position,
and I spoke. Then Madame Polet flew into a great rage; called me an
insolent beggar, and threatened to turn me out of doors the very next
week.”
“Phew!” said Thibault, “and how long ago is that?”
“Nearly three weeks.”
“And the following week is still to come?” The shoe-maker as he put the
question began to feel a revival of the uneasiness which had been
momentarily allayed, for he understood women better than his cousin
Landry. After a minute’s silence, he continued: “Well, well, you are not
so unhappy after all as I thought you.”
“Not so unhappy as you thought me?”
“No.”
“Ah! if you only knew the life I lead! never a look, or a smile! When
she meets me she turns away, when I speak to her on matters concerning
the mill, she listens with such a disdainful air, that instead of
talking of bran and wheat and rye, of barley and oats, of first and
second crops, I begin to cry, and then she says to me, _Take care!_ in
such a menacing tone, that I run away and hide myself behind the
bolters.”
“Well, but why do you pay your addresses to this mistress of yours?
There are plenty of girls in the country round who would be glad to have
you for their wooer.”
“Because I love her in spite of myself, I cannot help it, so there!”
“Take up with some one else; I’d think no more about her.”
“I could not do it.”
“At any rate, you might try. It’s just possible that if she saw you
transferring your affections to another, the mistress of the Mill might
grow jealous, and might then run after you, as you are now running after
her. Women are such curious creatures.”
“Oh, if I was sure of that, I would begin to try at once ... although
now ...” and Landry shook his head.
“Well, what about ... now?”
“Although now, after all that has happened, it would be of no use.”
“What has happened then?” asked Thibault, who was anxious to ascertain
all particulars.
“Oh! as to that, nothing,” replied Landry, “and I do not even dare speak
of it.”
“Why?”
“Because, as they say with us, ‘Best let sleeping dogs lie.’”
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