His forehead grew cold with sweat. Knowing, however, that all attempts
to pluck it out or cut it off would be futile, he made up his mind to
make the best of the matter as it stood, and in future to forbear as far
as possible from framing any wishes. The best thing was to put out of
his mind all the ambitious desires that had worked so fatally for him,
and go back to his humble trade. So Thibault sat down and tried to work,
but he had no heart for the job. In vain he tried to remember the carols
he had been in the habit of singing in the happier days when the beech
and the birch shaped themselves so quickly beneath his fingers; his
tools lay untouched for hours together. He pondered over matters, asking
himself whether it was not a miserable thing to be sweating one’s heart
out merely for the privilege of leading a painful and wretched
existence, when, by judiciously directing one’s wishes one might so
easily attain to happiness. Formerly, even the preparation of his frugal
meal had been an agreeable distraction, but it was so no longer; when
hunger seized him and he was forced to eat his piece of black bread, he
did it with a feeling of repugnance, and the envy, which had hitherto
been nothing more than a vague aspiration after ease and comfort, was
now developed into a blind and violent hatred towards his fellow
creatures.
Still the day, long as it seemed to Thibault, passed away like all its
fellows. When twilight fell, he went outside and sat down on the bench
which he had made himself and placed in front of the door, and there he
remained, lost in gloomy reflections. Scarcely had the shadows begun to
darken, before a wolf emerged from the underwood, and, as on the
previous evening, went and lay down at a short distance from the house.
As on the evening before, this wolf was followed by a second, by a
third, in short by the whole pack, and once more they all took up their
respective posts preparatory to the night’s watch. As soon as Thibault
saw the third wolf appear, he went indoors and barricaded himself in as
carefully as the evening before; but this evening he was even more
unhappy and low spirited, and felt that he had not the strength to keep
awake all night. So he lighted his fire, and piled it up in such a way
that it would last till the morning, and throwing himself on his bed,
fell fast asleep. When he awoke, it was broad daylight, the sun having
risen some hours before. Its rays fell in many colours on the quivering
autumn leaves, dyeing them with a thousand shades of gold and purple.
Thibault ran to the window, the wolves had disappeared, leaving behind
only the mark of where their bodies had lain on the dew-covered grass.
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