From the moment of his arrival at the chateau he was on the alert.
The news of my marriage had burst like a bombshell upon the society
we frequented. I had been the target for several of those forward,
modern girls who look up a possible husband’s eligibility in advance.
What rival in some forgotten corner of the world had snatched me from
out of their experienced hands? No one knew anything, no one suspected
anything, for my brief letter of invitation explained nothing.
Nevertheless, I have learned since, before leaving, he trumpeted
forth great news of the event. He had been generally commissioned to
investigate my case.
After the usual greetings he began the examination at once.
“Is she a neighbour in the country here?”
“Oh, a very close neighbour,” I replied. “She lives in the lodge which
you see.”
“At the entrance of the Avenue? Isn’t that part of your estate?”
“Certainly, since her father is my superintendent.”
In order to be done with it as quickly as possible, I hurled the
sentence at him in a single breath, as if it were the confession of a
sin. I decidedly was not enjoying the serenity which should have come
from the happiness and honour of marrying Raymonde. The presence of a
single man was sufficient to cause me one of those little shudders of
cowardice and baseness. Nothing suggested a greater menace to my own
and Raymonde’s happiness than the troubled way in which I confessed
this little fact to Ducal. It proved that I was not cured of my
pettiest vanities.
Over them my love, born in solitude and nourished and beautified by the
clear, fresh influence of my fiancée, temporarily triumphed. It did not
destroy them. So many briers prevent the tree of our life from growing,
and drain its sap.
When Pierre Ducal’s trunks arrived I laughed at their number.
“Well, you see,” he said nonchalantly, “I did not know.”
Did not know what? In this vague phrase I perceived a painful
significance. After a moment he explained:
“You see I did not know exactly the character of the ceremony.”
“It will be very simple.”
“Naturally.”
Naturally! I could have boxed his ears.
At the same time a host of thoughts, which had not occurred to me
during the happy months of my seclusion, beset and assailed me. I
breathed again the intoxication of certain successes, I recollected the
splendid alliances which had been offered me, I evoked the memory of
some mistress whose rouge and whose treachery I had passed over because
she carried to perfection the arts of dress and of fencing with words.
What a position I might have held in Paris, had I wished! Forgotten
impressions, as glittering and as false as the jewelry of a bazaar,
impressions which tarnished my youth but had been happily lost during
my rides with a pure child in the Sleeping Woods, conquests which had
temporarily faded from my memory, these Ducal brought back to me as if
they were precious stones that he had recovered.
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