The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 02 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 02 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
3. The mourners of whom our Lord here speaks, are those that mourn on
quite another account: they that mourn after God, after him in whom
they did _rejoice, with joy unspeakable_, when he gave them to _taste
the good_, the pardoning _word, and the powers of the world to come_.
But he now _hides his face and they are troubled_; they cannot see him
through the dark cloud. But they see temptation and sin, which they
fondly supposed were gone never to return, arising again, following
after them amain, and holding them in on every side. It is not strange
if their soul is now disquieted within them, and trouble and heaviness
take hold upon them. Nor will their great enemy fail to improve the
occasion; to ask, “Where is now thy God? Where is now the blessedness
whereof thou spakest? The beginning of the kingdom of heaven? Yea, hath
God said, Thy sins are forgiven thee? Surely God hath not said it. It
was only a dream, a mere delusion, a creature of thy own imagination.
If thy sins are forgiven, why art thou thus? Can a pardoned sinner be
thus unholy?”――And if then, instead of immediately crying to God, they
reason with him that is wiser than they, they will be in heaviness
indeed, in sorrow of heart, in anguish not to be exprest. Nay even when
God shines again upon the soul, and takes away all doubt of his past
mercy, still he that is _weak in faith_ may be tempted and troubled,
on account of what is to come: especially, when inward sin revives,
and thrusts sore at him that he may fall. Then may he again cry out,
“I have a sin of fear, that when I’ve spun
My last thread, I shall perish on the shore!”
Lest I should make shipwreck of the faith, and my last state be worse
than the first:
“Lest all my bread of life should fail
And I sink down unchang’d to hell.”
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