The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 09 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 09 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
The next morning the giant came to them again, and beat them in such
a manner, that they were scarcely able to help themselves, or to turn
themselves upon the floor; then he left them to bewail their misery,
and to mourn under their distress: so that all that day they spent
their time in nothing but sighs and bitter lamentations. The day
following he returned, and perceiving them to be sore with the blows
they had received, he told them, that since they were never likely
to escape, their best way was to put an end to their trouble at once.
“For what good,” said he, “will life do you? It is only heaping sorrow
upon sorrow.” He then left them to consider what to do; and they began
consulting together as follows.
_Christian._ Brother, what shall we do? Is it better to live thus, or
to die out of hand? In truth, _my soul chuseth strangling rather than
life_, and the grave is easier for me than this dungeon.
_Hopeful._ Why, death would be far more welcome to me, than to abide
thus for ever. But yet let us consider, our Lord has said, thou shalt
do no murder: and if we are forbidden to kill another, much more to
kill ourselves: for he that kills another, kills only his body; but he
that kills himself, kills both body and soul. Besides, you talk of ease
in the grave: but have you forgot the hell whither murderers go? And
let us consider again, that all the law is not in the hand of giant
_Despair_. Others, I understand, have been taken by him as well as we;
and yet have escaped out of his hands. Who knows but God may strike him
with death? Or that sometime he may forget to lock us in? For my part,
I am resolved to take heart, and to try the utmost to get from under
his hand. However, let us endure awhile. The time of release _may_ come:
and if not, whatever God permits, let us not be our own murderers.
Toward evening the giant came again, to see if his prisoners had taken
his counsel. But finding them alive, he fell into a grievous rage, and
told them, since they would not obey him, it should be far worse with
them than if they had never been born.
He went back, and they began to consult again, whether they should
take his advice or no? _Christian_ seemed to incline to it again: but
_Hopeful_ replied as follows:
“My brother, remembrest thou not, how valiant thou hast been
heretofore? _Apollyon_ could not destroy thee, nor all thou didst
meet in the _valley of the Shadow of Death_. What hardships hast thou
already gone through? And art thou now nothing but fears? Thou seest
I am in the dungeon as well as thou: also the giant has wounded me as
much as thee. He hath cut off the bread and water from my mouth too;
and I too mourn without the light. However, in our patience let us
possess our souls. Who knows how soon a change may come?”
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