The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
13. Being come thither, he found all mens minds fully prejudiced
against him, which he gladly endured, that he might be partaker of the
reproach, and honour the abasement of the Son of God. And when a person
of piety acquainted him with the strange reports which were spread
abroad concerning him, he with admirable calmness raised his heart to
God, and humbled himself before him. She asked, Whether it was true
that injurious papers had been put in against his mother? He answered,
“No; he had seen all the writings, and found them drawn with the
respect due to a parent.” *She asked further, “If he was not much
afflicted at her harsh manner of proceeding against him?” He said,
“No; because I so much adore the order of God over me, that I cannot
be afflicted at that which he permits to befal me. I am a great sinner,
and therefore not only my mother, but all the word have just cause to
take part against me.”
14. She adds in a memorial, that many ways were proposed for adjusting
the difference; but that it was the greatest difficulty in the world to
bring his mother to join in any: that in the midst of these delays, she
said to M. _de Renty_, “Sir, I shall willingly say the _Te Deum_, when
once your business is ended.” And that one day when they believed it
would be wholly concluded, he came to her with a chearful countenance,
and said, “It is now time to say the _Te Deum_, since you had the
goodness to promise it. And may I be so bold as to desire to say it
with you? O what a great and wise God have we! Who knows well, how
to do all things, as they ought and when they ought, not according
to our precipitation, but his order, which is our sanctification!”
Hereupon he said the _Te Deum_, with a spirit so elevated to God, as
gave sufficient evidence of his being wholly filled with him. And when
afterwards all was broken off, without hopes of making up again, he
said, *“It is well; though nothing be done, it was very fit to return
thanks to God, for doing his own will, and not that of a sinner,
unworthy to be heard or regarded.”
15. There passed many other things at _Dijon_, and since at _Paris_,
during these differences, even to the death of his mother. But I doubt
not, he who is now in the place of perfect charity, approves of my
passing over in silence the failings of her, to whom all his life he
bore so much love and respect.
CHAPTER V.
_His faith._
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