The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
*Monday, March 7. This morning when I arose, I found my heart go after
God in longing desires of conformity to him: and in secret prayer I
found myself sweetly drawn out in praises to God for all he had done
to and for me, and for all my inward trials and distresses; my heart
ascribed glory, glory, glory to the blessed God! and bid welcome to
all inward distress again, if God saw meet to exercise me with it: time
appeared but an inch long, and eternity at hand; and I thought I could
with patience and chearfulness bear any thing for the cause of God; for
I saw that a moment would bring me to a world of peace and blessedness;
and my soul, by the strength of the Lord, rose far above this lower
world, and all the vain amusements and frightful disappointments of it.
Lord’s-day, March 13. At noon, I thought it impossible for me to preach,
by reason of bodily weakness and inward deadness; and in the first
prayer, I was so weak that I could hardly stand; but in sermon, God
strengthened me, so that I spake near an hour and half with freedom,
clearness, and tender power, from Genesis v. 24. “And Enoch walked with
God.” I was sweetly assisted to insist on a close _walk with God_, and
to leave this as my parting advice to God’s people here, that _they
should walk with God_. May the God of all grace succeed my poor labours
in this place!
Saturday, March 19. I was distressed under a sense of my ignorance,
darkness, and unworthiness; got alone, and poured out my complaint to
God in the bitterness of my soul.――In the afternoon I rode to Newark,
and had some sweetness in conversation with Mr. Burr, and in praying
together. O blessed be God for ever and ever, for any enlivening and
quickening!
Lord’s-day, March 20. I preached in the forenoon: God gave me some
assistance and sweetness, and enabled me to speak with real tenderness,
love, and impartiality. In the evening, I preached again; and, of
a truth, God was pleased to assist a poor worm. Blessed be God,
I was enabled to speak with life, power, and passionate desire of
the edification of God’s people. *In the evening, I felt something
spiritual and watchful, lest my heart should by any means be drawn
away from God. Oh, when shall I come to that blessed world, where
every power of my soul will be incessantly and eternally wound up,
in heavenly employments and enjoyments, to the highest degree!
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