The World Before Them: A Novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Moodie, Susanna
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The World Before Them: A Novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Moodie, Susanna
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"Yes, I have felt the deep anguish of offering up a bleeding heart upon
the altar of duty. But oh, how great has been my reward! what joy and
peace has arisen out of the very sorrow that was at first so
overwhelming. What a blessed light sprang out of that dense darkness,
when the Holy Spirit first illumined, with irresistible splendour, the
black gulf of despair in which my soul lay grovelling. Though keenly
conscious of my lost state, I was totally unable to express my wants and
desires in prayer.
"A humble instrument was sent to aid me in that terrible conflict. A
rude, uneducated man, but a sincere Christian, who had recently entered
my service, and who watched by my sick bed when all my friends forsook
me for fear of infection. He it was who opened up to me the sublime
truths of the Gospel, and taught me to pray.
"To me, he became more than a friend or brother, my father in Christ. I
loved him as only a son new-born to life could love such a benefactor.
When I recovered from that terrible fever, he took it and died.
"Oh, what a triumph was that death! How serenely he rendered up his
simple soul to his Creator, and entered the dark river with a smile upon
his lips, and the light of Heaven upon his brow. Whenever my faith grows
weak, I think of Harley's death-bed, and become as strong as a lion
ready to battle for the truth against a whole world combined."
"You are no bigot either, Fitzmorris."
"I abhor it in any shape. Religion was meant to make men happy, not
gloomy, morose, and censorious, condemning others because they cannot
think as we think, or see any particular advantages in the forms and
ceremonies that we deem essential. It is only in modes of worship that
real Christians differ. I always endeavour to look beyond the outward
and material, to the inward and spiritual."
Henry Martin was very much of the same way of thinking, but he was not
such an enthusiast as Gerald Fitzmorris, and, perhaps, lacked the
mental courage to avow it.
For some weeks, Mr. Fitzmorris was so much engaged in going round the
two parishes of Hadstone and Storby, for he had been inducted into both,
and getting acquainted with the church members, that Dorothy could go
and practice her lessons without any fear of meeting him.
Storby, being a sea-port town containing several thousand inhabitants,
offered a larger field of usefulness, and the Hadstone folk were left
almost entirely to the care of Henry Martin, Mr. Fitzmorris occasionally
preaching and inspecting the Sunday school.
There was no evening service at Hadstone, and the distance to Storby
being within the compass of a pleasant walk, the Martins and Dorothy
generally walked over to listen to the vicar's eloquent preaching.
Every day he grew in their affection and esteem; he was so kind and
cheerful, so amiable to the children, and so contented with Mrs.
Martin's humble arrangements for his comfort, that she often told
Dorothy that he was a "treasure of a man."
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