The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
And he finished with a smile, stopping
to take a pinch of snuff with a sigh of relief--the relief of a man who
has at least seasonably unburdened himself.
“Surely, _mon ami_, some such possibility must have been in your mind?”
Campion hesitated for a moment; then he proffered his hand, which
the other warmly grasped. “You read me aright,” he said slowly,
“only I hardly realised it before. Even now--no, how can I believe
it possible--that she should care for me. _Non sum dignus, non sum
dignus._ Consider her youth, her inexperience; the best part of my life
is behind me.”
But the Curé smiled reassuringly. “The best part is before you,
Campion; you have the heart of a boy. Do we not know you? And for the
child--rest tranquil there! I have the word of my sister, who is a
wise woman, that she is sincerely attached to you; not to speak of the
evidence of my own eyes. She will be seventeen shortly, then she can
speak for herself. And to whom else can we trust her?”
The shadow of these confidences hung over Campion when he next saw
Marie-Ursule, and troubled him vaguely during the remainder of his
visit, which this year, indeed, he considerably curtailed. Inevitably
he was thrown much with the young girl, and if daily the charm which
he found in her presence was sensibly increased, as he studied her
from a fresh point of view, he was none the less disquieted at the
part which he might be called upon to play. Diffident and scrupulous,
a shy man, knowing little of women; and at least by temperament, a sad
man, he trembled before felicity, as many at the palpable breath of
misfortune. And his difficulty was increased by the conviction, forced
upon him irresistibly, little as he could accuse himself of vanity,
that the decision rested with himself. Her liking for him was genuine
and deep, her confidence implicit. He had but to ask her and she would
place her hand in his and go forth with him, as trustfully as a child.
And when they came to celebrate her _fête_, Marie-Ursule’s seventeenth
birthday--it occurred a little before the Assumption--it was almost
disinterestedly that he had determined upon his course. At least
it was security which he could promise her, as a younger man might
not; a constant and single-minded kindness; a devotion not the less
valuable, because it was mature and reticent, lacking, perhaps, the
jealous ardours of youth. Nevertheless, he was going back to England
without having revealed himself; there should be no unseasonable
haste in the matter; he would give her another year. The Curé smiled
deprecatingly at the procrastination; but on this point Campion was
firm. And on this, his last evening, he spoke only of trivial things
to Marie-Ursule, as they sat presently over the tea--a mild and
flavourless beverage--which the young girl had prepared. Yet he noticed
later, after their early supper, when she strolled up with him to the
hill overlooking the village, a certain new shyness in her manner, a
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