The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Yet I to whom your frail caprice
Turns for the moment ardent eyes
Have seen the strength of love release
Your sleeping memories.
I too am servant to your glance,
I too am bent beneath your sway,
My wonder! My desire! who dance
Men’s heads and hearts away.
Sweet arbitress of love and death,
Unchanging on time’s changing sands,
You hold more lightly than a breath
The world between your hands!
Second Thoughts
By Arthur Moore
I
AS the clock struck eight Sir Geoffrey Vincent cast aside the dull
society journal with which he had been beguiling the solitude of his
after-dinner coffee and cigar, and abandoned, with an alacrity eloquent
of long boredom, his possession of one of the capacious chairs which
invited repose in the dingy smoking-room of an old-fashioned club. It
had been reserved for him, after twenty monotonous years of almost
unbroken exile, spent, for the most part, amid the jungles and swamps
of Lower Burma, to realise that a friendless man, alone in the most
populous city of the world, may encounter among thousands of his peers
a desolation more supreme than the solitude of the most ultimate
wilderness; and he found himself wondering, a little savagely, why,
after all, he had expected his home-coming to be so different from the
reality that now confronted him. When he landed at Brindisi, a short
ten days ago, misgivings had already assailed him vaguely; the fact
that he was practically homeless, that, although not altogether bereft
of kith and kin, he had no family circle to welcome him as an addition
to its circumference, had made it inevitable that his rapid passage
across the Continent should be haunted by forebodings to which he had
not cared to assign a shape too definite; phantoms which he exorcised
hopefully, with a tacit reliance on a trick of falling on his feet
which had seldom failed his need. He consoled himself with the thought
that London was home, England was home; he would meet old comrades in
the streets perhaps, assuredly at his club, and such encounters would
be so much the more delightful if they were fortuitous, unexpected. The
plans which he had laid so carefully pacing the long deck of the P. and
O. boat in the starlight, or, more remotely, lying awake through the
hot night hours under a whining punkah in his lonely bungalow, had all
implied, however vaguely and impersonally, a certain companionship. He
was dimly conscious that he had cousins somewhere in the background; he
had long since lost touch with them, but he would look them up. He had
two nieces, still in their teens, the children of his only sister who
had died ten years ago; he had never seen them, but their photographs
were charming--they should be overwhelmed with such benefactions as
a bachelor uncle with a well-lined purse may pleasantly bestow. His
friends--the dim legion that was to rise about his path--should take
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